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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2012
Location: North Carolina
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Sep 19, 2013 at 12:46 PM
#401
I miss him. I still have until October 26th until he returns
 Also, I pulled a muscle in my chest and it hurts.
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Location: Ohio
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Sep 19, 2013 at 01:28 PM
#402
Feeling like crap
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Sep 19, 2013 at 02:23 PM
#403
UPS
I have endured some ideas put forth in my direction that I was none too sure of and was able to succesfully talk them thru and come to a conclusion about them without feeling intimidated, hurt, depressed or otherwise maligned. DOWNS Finances are going to be crap till the day I die. Oh well. Just gotta deal with it. |
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Member Since Oct 2012
Location: Northern Arizona
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Sep 19, 2013 at 03:45 PM
#404
Another period of misplaced anger and violent thoughts seems to have passed without any major incidents. Still feel a little twitchy.
__________________ Technology and human potential don't have to be adversary positions .. we can use advanced machinery and advanced people. Likewise, the idealists on the right and the idealists on the left would do better for all if they worked on the same team. Get comfortable with combining positions and not choosing sides. -- Jim Channon, LTC. U.S.Army |
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Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2012
Location: Willits, California
Posts: 1,071
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Sep 19, 2013 at 05:09 PM
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Sep 19, 2013 at 07:39 PM
#406
I go out and I'm empty... I come back home and I feel so depressed and alone.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: North Carolina
Posts: 1,013
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Sep 19, 2013 at 07:42 PM
#407
I didn't realize just how lonely I really am until I made her mad. Now no one will talk to me and I don't know how to cope with anything.
I can't concentrate on my school work. I can't concentrate on my hobbies. I just want to crawl into a ditch somewhere. I wish I had someone I could talk to. There are no ups. There are never any ups anymore. __________________ Love is.. OSFED|MDD/PPD|GAD|gender dysphoria|AvPD a baby smiling at you for the first time a dog curling up by your side... and your soulmate kissing your forehead when he thinks you're sound asleep |
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Member Since Jul 2013
Location: USA, North Carolina
Posts: 244
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Sep 19, 2013 at 09:37 PM
#408
I don't know what's happened. My facial paralysis has resolved to the point where it's no longer noticeable, and since I've started being able to leave my house and go to school again my life has gradually gotten better and better. The only times I'm unhappy anymore are when I'm drinking. I think I might have beaten this.
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Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 37,459
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Sep 19, 2013 at 11:43 PM
#409
Depressed again. I've been having SI urges all day, haven't had the energy to get out of bed.
__________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2008
Location: PsychCentral
Posts: 1,185
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Sep 20, 2013 at 02:06 AM
#410
Forgot to take my med until way past when I should have. I was feeling spaced out... I don't know how to describe it. I thought it might be the heat. Then, it hit me: I always feel like this when I don't take my med. I had it with me in my pocket the whole time! But I keep putting it off—like right now. Looks like it didn't mess with my mood, which is good. Just felt weird and out of it until it kicked in. The nausea was almost about to set in by that point, which would be followed by the shivers and so on. I'm almost glad I experienced it in hospital: I know now what to look out for and that it's impossible for me to go a day without this med.
My mood's been okay, normal. Did feel a bit hyper at my appointment with my psychologist, though. I'm supposed to go every week, but I'm on the waiting list for now. I'm guaranteed an appointment every month, though. Thank goodness for cheap university insurance: I would have owed over $4000 out of pocket by now, money I don't have. |
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Sep 20, 2013 at 04:37 AM
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Up
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Sep 20, 2013 at 07:40 AM
#412
Really low today. I've figured out that trying to make friends just makes me more depressed.
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2012
Location: North Carolina
Posts: 1,638
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Sep 20, 2013 at 09:53 AM
#413
I don't feel well today. My sinuses are bothering me and I feel all achey.
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Sep 20, 2013 at 09:57 AM
#414
Down in the bottom of a deep dark pit
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: RJAA!
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Sep 20, 2013 at 10:29 AM
#415
down. epicly down. and as usual i'm hiding it... and i foresee myself self-destructing soon. i cannot take it anymore. i'm just tired. hospitalisation won't do me any good, i'm still stuck in my own little prison.
__________________ "The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
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Sep 20, 2013 at 10:31 AM
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Member Since May 2013
Location: Nebraska
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Sep 20, 2013 at 06:36 PM
#417
Good day, slept well last night yeah
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Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2007
Location: Indiana, USA
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Sep 20, 2013 at 07:30 PM
#418
Good week. Maybe the changes I've made are good. Things are looking up. For all those that are down. I know it seems so dark, but it will get better.
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Sep 20, 2013 at 07:37 PM
#419
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Too many to type DOWNS Having to spend money I set aside for other bills on unexpected bailouts |
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Member Since Nov 2009
Location: The Catskills
Posts: 5,871
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Sep 20, 2013 at 08:23 PM
#420
I'm in that weird limbo. Don't feel bad exactly, just don't feel very good either.
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