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Default Oct 27, 2013 at 07:31 AM
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Had my overnight with my daughter...wow she is growing fast...and so pretty!
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Default Oct 27, 2013 at 08:00 AM
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I don't want to stay out of bed. Having serious problems here.
 
 
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Default Oct 27, 2013 at 09:52 AM
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My lips are chapped. I feel weak. I think I'm getting sick. But at least I'm finally out of the house. So.

Ups? I get to spend time with one of the few friends I have.
Downs? General weakness and ickiness.

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Default Oct 27, 2013 at 12:38 PM
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Why do I go on facebook? My ex best friend got married yesterday. I of course was not invited to the wedding. Ugh...

Now I have to go see some family and pretend to be happy. Joy.
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Default Oct 27, 2013 at 02:11 PM
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Good day today. Took my service dog, Bear, for a walk in the woods. My favorite season is October!
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Default Oct 27, 2013 at 02:19 PM
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New here, but I needed to try something cheaper than therapy, so here it goes; Today was an extreme low, full of tears, 12 hours of sleep, and a sinful over indulgence in everything sugary to try and hold back negative thoughts, and more tears.

Hoping to find some connections that will help me to be myself again.
There is no substitute for therapy. Find a good one, s/he can help you develop skills that will help you manage, if not lessen, your low days. We care about you here, but can't give you the support. Or insight you get from a therapist. Is there an agency near you that has a sliding scale?
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Default Oct 28, 2013 at 12:58 AM
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The absolute hopelessness of my situation sinks in once again. Each piece of my life that brings happiness or hope is taken from me. There is nothing I can do to get out of the darkness. The best I can hope for is just another crushing, pointless day of barely surviving.

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Default Oct 28, 2013 at 02:00 AM
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Today wasn't so bad. I took my daughter to a b-day party she was invited to and ended up participating in watching the kids in the park while they played.
But then I had to take her home and go get ready for work.
 
 
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Default Oct 28, 2013 at 08:47 AM
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Still fighting the urge to just lie in my bed but yet have no SI. Talking to my T in 15 minutes. Maybe he'll have some ideas. I don't feel like I'm improving with either meds or therapy. WTH is wrong with me, and what is the solution?
 
 
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Default Oct 28, 2013 at 01:20 PM
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Bored. Annoyed. Frustrated. Tired. Lost. Lonely. Sad.

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Default Oct 28, 2013 at 05:43 PM
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Have had a totally decent day.
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Default Oct 28, 2013 at 06:09 PM
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Default Oct 28, 2013 at 06:44 PM
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Down can't describe this
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Default Oct 28, 2013 at 08:49 PM
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day was different .. unexpected things happened
so good to hear some of you had good day

feels like winter is tryin to dig in .. so I will say I wont complain about the heat until next summer when it is unbearably hot lol

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Default Oct 29, 2013 at 05:29 AM
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This site makes me feel so much worse sometimes.
Felt okay when I woke up, but then it just goes downhill from there.

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Default Oct 29, 2013 at 09:00 AM
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I'm so scared I will feel like this for the rest of my life
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I'm so scared I will feel like this for the rest of my life
Charl, sometimes I feel that way too, about my depression. I keep hearing, "This won't last forever," so I'm holding on to that hope. Hope you will hold on to that too. ((( Charl S )))
 
 
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Default Oct 29, 2013 at 01:19 PM
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Default Oct 29, 2013 at 01:31 PM
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My day is going along swimmingly. Even my chronic neck soreness is not negating this delightful upbeat perspective I've been enjoying of late.
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Frown Oct 29, 2013 at 04:30 PM
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Had my first actual work day (on the floor) as a new nurse... then came home to have my wife rip my head off and ask me if I want a divorce before she headed off to her job. If I didn't have my 2 kids I wouldn't be here waiting for her to come home tonight... alive or otherwise.
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