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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2008
Location: PsychCentral
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#1
New day, new thread! Hope this one's filled with more ups than downs.
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Member Since Jul 2012
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#2
better today, ate well, family meeting went well, washed some clothes, did some reading today.
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Member Since Jul 2013
Location: USA, North Carolina
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My twin brother moved to Georgia 4 days ago. He already has a date. He managed to do in 4 days, what I haven't managed to do in 21 years. I finally have a day off from work and just like that the depression hits me again. I thought I was finally ok. I'll never be ok.
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Member Since Jun 2012
Location: Florida
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#4
Had an emotional high today, but when I got home the high took a deep drive downward.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2007
Location: Indiana, USA
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#5
Camping was fun. But scraped my foot and knee up and got a sunburn. Other than that pretty much up. Trying not to think bout work. Need to live in the moment. Really need to sleep though so night all.
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Member Since Dec 2012
Location: Kentucky
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#6
Too much wine tonight, but all in all, the day went good.
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I have "up" things in my life, its just the depression numbs the ups, know what I mean?
I had my daughter over for a visit, we went swimming. I went to Church yesterday morning...that was good too. Not really sure what was going on with my daughter. She was rather whiny and temperamental. I had a bit of trouble navigating her seas as it were. But all in all she is still a fantastic kid and a joy to experience. I love her so! |
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: RJAA!
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#8
A little bit better today
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Member Since Oct 2012
Location: Northern Arizona
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#9
Today is starting slow but I feel ok. Maybe the down part of the cycle has passed.
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2012
Location: North Carolina
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#10
I'm getting ready to leave to travel to Athens, GA for a few days on business
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Apr 2013
Location: USA
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Anxiously waiting to hear if my doctor can fit me in before my trip on Wednesday.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: Washington State, U.S.A.
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#12
I feel like I have a heavy weight on my shoulders.
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Member Since May 2013
Location: Canada
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Gout is back again. Different foot this time, it started Thursday night. The foot is feeling better today, but I now have a very sore and swollen knee. Yay...
I'm 100% sure my new medication is working on some level. I haven't felt like staying in bed for a week or so. My mood isn't bad either. Yay! I've decided to do the mental assessment that my therapist is pushing for and have stopped panicking about it. I see her wednesday, I hope I can work my leg enough to drag myself in there. |
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Member Since Dec 2012
Location: Kentucky
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My asthma is acting up and I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do. Suck on my inhalers, I guess. The weekend went OK, but I'm rather jittery today. Maybe if I just try to concentrate on getting one thing done, then another, I can go home and try to relax.
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Member Since Jun 2013
Location: purgatory
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#15
well I got 4 hours of work in this AM
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Poohbah
Member Since Aug 2012
Location: Over there
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The day started out really well, considering it was a Monday. I spent the majority of the weekend resting so I could get well, and I finished the cover letter and submitted the application yesterday for a job I really want. By noon my cold symptoms came back, and right when I was thinking about asking to leave early, we got busy. I ended up staying late helping a customer way past when my shift was over. So the up was that I got an hour of overtime today, but I feel like crap.
I also cancelled my appointment with T this week because I didn't want to infect her. I'm also not up to the drive to her office. We'll see how I feel tomorrow. Hopefully I can keep it at bay with cold meds and plenty of sleep. |
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Member Since Jul 2012
Location: gone
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#17
Ran lots of errands today, out of the house and in the heat too much. Headache by evening but early to bed to rest tonight.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2012
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#18
Went back to work today after taking Friday off and having the weekend off. It was a very busy day today. Did a lot of coughing from the cold that I had. Just took a bike ride after work today.
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Very down...life is spiraling out of control.
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Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
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