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Sep 16, 2013, 11:04 AM
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So I don't feel as bad as I used to, but really don't feel anything at this point. Except when I go to see my T. The past 2 times I've seen her, I break down and end up crying the entire session. I'm so tired of being tired physically, mentally, and emotionally. My T has no idea what to do with me. She's calling my pdoc to see what they can figure out. She says that the therapy and meds haven't made a dent in my depression. During the week, I can usually manage to keep my emotions in check fairly well, but I thnk it's because I'm ignoring everything. All the problems I have, all the debt collectors that keep calling, and my performance at work as well. I put it all in the back of my mind and it comes to a head when I go visit my T.
I'm pretty sure that I've given up, and I'm okay with that. Nothing Left To Say" Who knows how long I've been awake now? The shadows on my wall don't sleep They keep calling me Beckoning... Who knows what's right? The lines keep getting thinner My age has never made me wise But I keep pushing on and on and on and on There's nothing left to say now There's nothing left to say now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now There's nothing left to say now There's nothing left to say now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now Below my soul I feel an engine Collapsing as it sees the pain If I could only shut it out I've come too far To see the end now Even if my way is wrong I keep pushing on and on and on and on... There's nothing left to say now There's nothing left to say now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now There's nothing left to say now There's nothing left to say now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now I keep falling, I keep falling down... I keep falling, I keep falling down... Hey! I keep falling, I keep falling down... I keep falling, I keep falling down... If you could only save me I'm drowning in the waters of my soul There's nothing left to say now There's nothing left to say now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now There's nothing left to say now There's nothing left to say now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now |
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Sep 16, 2013, 11:56 AM
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Hang on. I, too, am depressed and don't see a way out yet, I just keep trying meds until they find one that works. I've had some that worked before for several years before they stopped working, so I'm hanging until they another one that works. I had some good advice given to me "Don't believe anything your brain tells you when you are depressed." Hope they find your solution soon.
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