[Audrey]

I think i'm scaring everyone away. I've noticed that when i first started my job a couple years a go people would always hang around me. It was like i was the center of attention. Of couse i didn't really realize it back then. But now, those same people ignore me. I work all day and they don't even look at me, but when someone else comes in they smile at them and start talking to them when i'm standing right there. It's like people can't deal with the fact that i'm trying the best i know how to deal with life right now. why do people turn there backs? Maybe it's just my imagination. I mean afterall, i do have my friends too still, it just doesnt' seem like as many. Well, anyway life sucks. I'm so sick right now, i called off from work. I really am hoping a doctor's note will help. They came up with a stupid new system of calling off. Well, anyway, I got to get to the doctors.

[Audrey]

Thanks Ozzie it's nice to know someone else can relate to that. At least i'm not alone on that one.