[wiretwister]

I go to work and feel anxiety. I feel pressure and stress of the job. I come home and I feel nothing. Just sit and wait for med time followed by bed. Take pills and repeat another day. The only feelings I have in my life come from work stress. Weekends are a total waste,, no emotions at all. Depression sucks.... just wanted to vent...sorry

Don't be sorry for venting, that is what this place is for. I'm sorry you feel this way
Depression does suck more than anything

[Tom_X]

Is there anything at all that you enjoy? Probably movies, a good read, painting?
I think venting is a great way to feel better, but an even greater way is to do silly little things. When I feel really down, I ride my bike and listen to music.
If you think there's no activity that you may enjoy, the very search for one can be something you might enjoy.
Best wishes

[Lost in this world]

I agree depression sucks a lot. I vent a lot either here or in my diary. I listen to a lot of music that helps me some what get away from what is hurting! I hope that you find something that works for you! Maybe you should try a different medication talk to your doc.

[gayleggg]

You sound just me. I live the same life and yes it sucks. I have no interest in my hobbies that I used to love. I feel rather numb most of the time.

[wiretwister]

I don't do movies because of the crowds and rude movie goers, cell phones in theatre are a real trigger. Found I can't read anymore just can not seem to concentrate. The last time I rode a bike my hands hurt so bad I had to walk back. Have never really been a music person. I do take Mirapex daily and when the dose ever gets raised I have hope for the future. waiting on pdoc.