[widowlost]

I sleep most days here lately till 7 pm or later. I will wake up maybe eat, use restroom and back to bed
I feel like everyone is against me. And i feel like they all discard my feelings
Its been nothing but complete chaos around here for over a week. Everyone is arguing. My daughter even threw a bottle and blacked my eye and if anyone finds out there will be even more hell raising. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. That would suit me just fine..

[allme]

Aw so sorry things are like this right now If you don't already have professional help then maybe now is the time! If you do, then contact someone. Although oh so difficult, try not to lay in bed all day. Oh I know it's so much easier said than done but you will just be feeding the depression.

[gayleggg]

Have got a psychiatrist, if so please as soon as possible. He can give you something to try to get you out of this depression. I sorry you are so depressed. I don't know how old your daughter is but I hope she was made to understand that throwing at people is not acceptable behavior. Take care.