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Old Sep 08, 2013, 10:42 AM
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I've started daydreaming about suicide more often. Don't know I like that. I'm also crying more, like three times each day I wish these stupid meds would work
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 10:47 AM
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I've probably been posting too much but I just always feel a need to get out. I just want a little relief even if it's as small as posting. I so badly want relief from pain. It's constant.
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 11:45 AM
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I found Geodon, which is a AAP, stopped my SI.
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 11:51 AM
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Don't feel bad at all...post as much as you like! That's what we're here for

Do you have a t or anyone you can speak to? Definitely bring this up to a professional! In the meantime, do you have a crisis line you can call if it gets too bad? Have a plan in place, just incase it spirals

Wishing you the best and hope these thoughts subside quickly!
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 12:13 PM
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I cant talk about medicines since I havent taken them till now, but take suicide completely out of your book. There will be good days.
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 12:26 PM
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I'm sorry to hear you're feeling this down, Poppy.

If you feel like your meds aren't working and are aiding in causing these thoughts, call your pdoc ASAP. You should be able to find some peace. Know we're here for you.
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 03:23 PM
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You can never post too much. If you need to talk, you should feel free to post whenever you want.

I agree about talking to your pdoc about the meds. I wish you all the best.
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 05:13 PM
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Heya ,im sorry to hear you are feeling so bad *big rainbow hugs* im here if you ever need someone to talk to Keep talking if it helps x
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 06:44 PM
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Thanks everyone I called about meds.
Thanks for this!
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 06:50 PM
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Although I genuinely wish dead tonight though
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Old Sep 09, 2013, 08:00 AM
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((((hugs)))). Its never too much to post. Sending good wishes your way.
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Old Sep 09, 2013, 09:04 AM
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Ya we love you too much to let you go. Hang in there. Here's a hug to make it feel better!

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Old Sep 09, 2013, 09:13 AM
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It took me my fifth med before I found something helpful. Even then it doesn't drastically change my mood. It also took a few weeks to work. It does help but it doesn't really fix anything. I can atleast function better and I don't feel as bad.
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Old Sep 09, 2013, 03:03 PM
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I want to die
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Old Sep 09, 2013, 03:42 PM
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I hope the meds help
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Old Sep 11, 2013, 01:36 AM
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Call your pdoc, your therapist, someone. Tell them how you feel.

I personally know the feeling can spiral way too fast. You can get yourself in a spot that you can't get back up from and you can end up doing something you regret.

Best of luck... *hugs*
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