[themonster7]

There's no reason to keep fighting because it will never get better. My life slowly starts to look up again after so much effort, and then the darkness creeps in. Now I don't care about anything. I'm done fighting it. I'm just so tired of the nothingness that is my life. Apathy is my best self defense, I wish I could feel torment but my mind numbs it all. I just wish someone was here with me right now, I'm so tired of being alone.

[optimize990h]

You are not alone with the thoughts you wrote out in your post. Sometimes, members of PC experience similar feelings and thoughts as you. The virtual world may not be the most ideal, but I like to think it helps in some way.



Have you ever been to a therapist or considered going to one? A MD or pdoc could start trialing a medication for you plus a therapist could help you focus on focused therapeutic treatment plan.

[gayleggg]

You are not alone, in your feelings. I, too, am so tired of feeling depressed. Some days I'm ready to give up, too. But I keep hanging on. Hope in my doctor and medications that we keep trying. But, also, by being on Psych Central. I don't feel so alone here. And it gives me a place to go and let out my feelings and have others support me. Just hang on and keep posting. The friends you make here are a start to a better life.