[omofca]

I hate people. I've had fantasies of killing them. Not anyone in particular - well, actually one person, but mostly people in general. People are stupid and egoistic. These thoughts must be morbid. I don't believe them and I wouldn't act on them, but I can't help but feel them. I hate people so much, that includes myself. I've had thoughts that the nature of humans is psychological egoism - everything is self-interest (or possibly gene-centered). I'm not sure if I actually believe that, but I still can't help but feel it. Sure, everyone has positives, but everyone also has negatives which are often overlooked. The ones who suffer are ignored while the ones who cause suffering are praised. I feel bad for spreading my negativity, but I don't know what to think or do.

[lynn P.]

Sorry you feel this way. Do you know when this started or where its rooted?

[gayleggg]

I think getting them out helps relieve our system of the negative thoughts. I really do hope you have a therapist to help you work through these negative feelings you are having.

[omofca]

Originally Posted by lynn P.

Sorry you feel this way. Do you know when this started or where its rooted?

It started recently, a few days ago. Everyone I know goes away. They don't care about me but they act nice in my face. I hate them for it. They can't accept me as I am. My subjective experience doesn't match theirs' so there's no conceivable way to relate with them on a meaningful level. And also, my neuroticism and anxiety are very high so I can't think straight.