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Nov 17, 2013, 06:06 PM
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All the pushing myself to get through the day. The gray outlook - trying to change my mindset but not being able to get it back to good. Feeling completely and utterly A.L.O.N.E.
Now I feel my T doesn't even understand and I think he's sick and tired of me. All the dark, creepy thoughts and urges. The desire to sleep forever. The overwhelmingly heavy guilt that overcomes me when I see how selfish, ugly and stupid I am. When I think of my child...and that's not even enough. WTF is wrong with me??? I'm sorry. |
 Aloneandafraid, BadGirlBlues, FeelingOpaque, Idiot17, quietfeline
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Nov 17, 2013, 06:41 PM
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Have you seen a psychiatrist? You sound very depressed. If therapy is not helping, medication might if you are not already on something, if tell your doctor it's not working. And keep posting. Getting your feelings heard help.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
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Nov 17, 2013, 06:45 PM
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Sorry you feel like that right now. I have been asking myself the same question for some time now, here is hoping to find an answer.
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#4
Nov 17, 2013, 07:28 PM
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Nov 17, 2013, 07:37 PM
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No advice since im in a similar place. But hang in there and keep on posting.
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Nov 17, 2013, 07:50 PM
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Maybe meds could help Freewilled? I have had depression for many years and meds really helped me to keep going. Maybe you could discuss it with your doctor?
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Nov 17, 2013, 07:58 PM
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Definitely take meds. It takes a while for them to work - you know they have to get into your system to start changing the chemistry - could take 6 weeks. Don't give up when you don't get a fast result, they will kick in. Also, see a good T. With the combination of talk therapy and medical therapy, it's helpful.
Yes, keep posting!! Let us know progress with meds, T, and most of all you.
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JustForNow! Hope for better days ahead. Student: I'm reaching for the light, please help me. Teacher: Forget about the light. Give me the reaching. Zen Koan |
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Nov 18, 2013, 01:44 AM
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You do seem very depressed, i am so sorry, i have been there and will surely be back at some point. I am glad you are reaching out. You have gotten some good advice regarding seeing a doctor. Keep posting!
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Bipolar 1 ----------- Lithium 1200mg Aplenzin 526mg Seroquel 800mg Xanax 0.5mg |
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