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Old Oct 23, 2006, 07:33 PM
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Today I feel invisible...like I am on the outside of life looking in...watching people laugh...live...having a good day! Oh how I want to be one of those people today! I want to be a doer and not the wallflower today! I want so much to fit in...not the little girl looking at the candy through the candystore window...Am I being selfish for wanting to be real?

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Old Oct 23, 2006, 07:36 PM
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You definitely don't seem at all selfish to me!!! And I found your post very descriptive and moving

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Old Oct 23, 2006, 07:40 PM
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thanks fuzzybear...you always lend support when I am feeling down...I truly appreciate it!! ((((((thank you)))))))
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Old Oct 23, 2006, 07:41 PM
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I don't think wanting to share in life is selfish at all...its what so many want/need, and deserve. You captured the yearning well, in your post. Invisible
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Old Oct 23, 2006, 07:44 PM
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Thank you for your reply beautiful pain...I do so much want to go outside and just walk and walk until I get so tired...but I cannot go out...and did you get to go out today? I hope you did!!
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Old Oct 23, 2006, 07:50 PM
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I haven't gone out today, but Wednesday I will Invisible Going with my sister to her OB appt, then to get a halloween costume for her 17 month old daughter. She's trying to talk me into going out for Halloween, too Invisible I said I'd think about it. Invisible I was just happy to be asked!
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Old Oct 23, 2006, 07:51 PM
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glad you got asked beautiful pain...and hope you can go even if it is for a little while...
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Old Oct 23, 2006, 08:05 PM
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You are most definitely not being selfish. It is natural to be feeling this way .. and i know how hard it is, but just know that you deserve all that you are wanting.
Keep your head up : )
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Old Oct 23, 2006, 08:44 PM
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thanks jacq...I am trying to keep my head up...but some days I find it going down down down...thank you for your support!!
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Old Oct 23, 2006, 09:22 PM
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you have to keep your head up and you have to be strong,i have been doing this until recently when a couple of major life chnges knocked me of my perch.im back where i was 11 years ago but i know i can get back,and that is wahat you need to try and do
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Old Oct 23, 2006, 09:26 PM
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thank you wanting...both of us will work on it!!!
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