[Ocemat1183]

hi. My husband and I recently decided that we would separate. Though he is completely done, and no feelings, I am not. Yes, we both agreed to separate, though we haven't physically yet (meaning we still live together). I am having a hard time dealing with this. I don't like the fact that he hangs out with other females so much, always on his phone, or its going off all hours of the night. But when I call for whatever reason, he never picks up. Most days I cry when I wake up, til I get to work. Then when I'm at home, til I fall asleep, which doesn't happen, or not for long if it does. I'm barely eating . I cry at work. Everyone has noticed a change in my mood. I used to be such a happy, cheery person and i'm not anymore. I am very withdrawn, among other things. I let all kinds of thoughts take over my mind. Please give any advice.