Everyone around me seems careless. The ones i tried to talk about my major depression, they totally ignored me. Therefore, i do not tell my friends about my depression because they gossip too much. I'm getting help from a psychotherapist, and she is the only person i can really trust. My professors also know that i have major depressive disorder, and they are nice when they talk to me. Right now, there are no friends around me. And i'm always alone fighting this illness. I go to church every Sunday. I go to meetings because i'm involved in a few organizations. When these meetings are over, i'm lost.
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