I actually had FUN!!!

Wow! It's amazing, I actually had fun tonight. I went out w/ my friend and her fiance and we were supposed to meet some guys that we went to high school w/ but that didn't work out, at first. We went to eat, then went to another restuarant to see a friend of ours, and her boyfriend and her are just hilarious together. Then we went over to our friend from high school's house...and that was a blast. It was me and my (girl) friend and 5 guys. It was really fun! I just got back at like 2...and I can't sleep now. I can't believe I actually had fun! Also, I really liked work today, it was fun too. I basically had a good day. It's amazing. Really. Hmmm....I was able to get my mind off of a lot of things, which I really needed to do..which is always fun and good. Anyway, I'm gonna go.

Thanks for listening to my rambling

~Dreamer~

[b] Wake me up inside...I can't wake up...Save me...Save me from the nothing I've become!!![b]

I am so happy for you dreamer..........that is great.

Maybe more diversions will help like it did tonight and help you to keep you in a better frame of mind. I hope so - would like to keep you around for awhile.

Mary Alice

Dreamer----I am truely HAPPY FOR YOU!!

YOU DESERVE A NIGHT OF HAPPIENESS~JUST REMEMBER THAT IT IS POSSIBLE!

HAPPY DAYS,

KRIS

As I sit in front of this computer screen, I meet and learn and am helped by those I have never seen.

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!

That is awesome dreamer.

Hang on to this, it shows that you are moving toward better health.

People without clinical depression will never understand how horrible it is that this disease robs us of the ability to enjoy things. And therefore what a huge deal it is to find some time when that "spark" is lit again.

I hope this is the beginning of many enjoyable days for you. Take it slow and don't be discouraged if everyday doesn't feel like last night. That fact that you had last night shows that your ability to have fun is returning so keep those feelings close to heart even on days when you may be down.

Good luck and keep up posted!

-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
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You are on the right path, keep going forward! Try not to isolate too much. Sometime to be among friends is what we need to make our next positive step.

((((((((((((((((((((((((Dreamer))))))))))))))))))))))

nightdream

cool beans!

there are times when you just have to warn the crowd. take the kitchen knife offered by the kid, and wait for dinner!

So glad to hear that you had a good night, dreamer!

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-Wendy


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I am happy for you {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{dreamer}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} !!

That's cool! It shows that things can get better!