Feeling an intense anger or even hate at people for laughing loudly or talking loudly to each other, especially when there is a small or large group of people laughing or talking; having no desire to make physical or emotional contact with others; noises such as someone chewing or swallowing annoy and disgust you; not wanting to eat anything because why does it matter anyway; not wanting to make conversation because it feels meaningless and empty; feeling like you don't function the way that normal people do; absolutely hating the human species at times; not knowing what you want; questioning your interests; wondering if you even have any real interests; feeling incapable, hopeless, and very small compared to other, functioning people?
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