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ive been down so long...that the end must be drawing near - Jewel
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It Ain't Easy Being Me- Blake Shelton
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"Dying Inside" --- Gary Barlow
How can I make sure no one notices me I don’t wanna conversation with nobody And it hurts too much to say how I feel What you don’t know, is all I know How can I make sure that I fool everyone Gonna wear a suit and tie and put my bravest face on And it’s far too deep to show you this wound It won’t heal no time soon Nobody knows what I’m going through I’m dying inside Who knows what I’m thinking What I’m trying to hide Yeh I’m dying all night I’m breathing but I can’t feel life I’m smiling but I’m dying inside How can I make sure I’m invisible Or find just a simple phrase that may say it all Cos it’s far too soon and not the right time What I’ve seen was for my eyes And how can I make sure no one worries for me ’Cos I don’t need helping hand and don’t want sympathy Don’t know what I need but know what I don’t What you can’t see it feels so broke That you can’t see is how I’ll cope Want everyone around to think that I’m alright Hope they assume I’ve left the dark and found the light Want them to think that I don’t cry myself to sleep at night |
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#4
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Quote:
Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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Zzyzx Rd - Stone Sour
"I don't know how was to put this It's taken me so long to do this Falling asleep and I can't see straight My muscles feel like a melee My body's curled in a U-shape I put on my best but I'm still afraid Propped up by lies and promises Saving my place as life forgets Maybe it's time I saw the world I'm only here for a while But patience is not my style And I'm so tired that I gotta go What am I suppose to hide now? What am I suppose to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you Tell me I could have it all I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go I get to go home in one week But I'm leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry I'm following suit and directions I crawl up inside for protection I'm told what to do and I don't know why I'm over existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away I'm ready to live with my family I'm ready to die in obscurity 'Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go Where am I suppose to whine now? What am I suppose to do? You still don't think I'm going see this through Tell me I'm a part of history Tell me I can have it all I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go "
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“I'm so good at beginnings, but in the end I always seem to destroy everything, including myself.” “I told her once I wasn’t good at anything. She told me survival is a talent.” |
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#6
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Gaeta's Lament from BSG
The Fragile Nine Inch Nails |
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#7
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I Need You Now--by Lady Antebellum
Paparazzi--Lady Gaga, well actually more the video (weird I know) The Show Must go on, by three dog night (early to mid 1970's) Save Me From This Winter (forgot who sang it, But it's done by a Christian artist; it's like a prayer asking God to help him out of his depression)
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"Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom before you can see the top." -Wildflower http://missracgel.wixsite.com/bearhugs |
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#8
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Bad dream - from keane
Hide in your shell - supertramp People are strange - the doors And many others that sometimes I remember ...like the sound of silence by Simon and Garfunkle Tight Hughs |
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#9
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I know this song is actually about drug abuse, but the words say so much about what I want to feel as I suffer through depression. I want to be held, gently, and feel comforted and loved/
ANGEL - Sarah McLachlan Spend all your time waiting for that second chance, for a break that would make it okay. There's always some reason to feel not good enough, and it's hard, at the end of the day. I need some distraction, oh, beautiful release. memories seep from my veins. Let me be empty, oh, and weightless, and maybe I'll find some peace tonight. So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn, there's vultures and thieves at your back. The storm keeps on twisting. keep on building the lies that you make up for all that you lack. It don't make no difference, escape one last time. It's easier to believe in this sweet madness, oh, this glorious sadness, that brings me to my knees. In the arms of an angel, fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear. You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie. You're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here. |
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"Unstable" Artist: Krizz Kaliko
And sometimes I don't, I don't feel good Not physically but mentally, mentally It's like I lose myself, like I'm not Krizz anymore like Unstable It seems like I would've fixed it But I've been gone for way too long Put a band-aid on it to fix it But I'll be barely hangin' on If this is hell then I need help So dark, it's like I never see the sun It's like I'm dreamin' but feels so real And I can't be the only one Unstable! Give me a reason 'Cause I can't stop but thinkin' 'bout leavin I'm so unstable! (unstable) And I need help 'cause I can't do it by myself Unstable! Give me a reason 'Cause I can't stop but thinkin' 'bout leavin I'm so unstable! And I need God By myself is just too hard So unstable Now I'm back on my coo-coo, medicine it's better than Feelin' like I'd rather be in heaven if it never end Even that is soon to a better room Wish I could go back up in the room if there was any room Unbirth me, this earth hurts me Said I'm berserk, not a single person heard me Up and down like workin' what I do when I'm worthy If life's a beast then can we at least go surfin'? My group was alone, under the umbrella soon, rains is the new soup Pain got me jumpin' through these hoops That's why I jump back in this booth So when I figure it out I get it out When I get rid of it so I gotta let it out I'm still breathin' feelin' completely Unstable! Give me a reason 'Cause I can't stop but thinkin' 'bout leavin I'm so unstable! (unstable) And I need help I can't do it by myself Unstable! Give me a reason 'Cause I can't stop but thinkin' 'bout leavin I'm so unstable! And I need God 'Cause by myself is just too hard So unstable Make it up out of it, battle it, take a hit, gotta get Out of it before it gets malignant I'm digging my own grave and being my own slave I figure it's gon take a miracle one day To get it up off me, it's killin' me softly The feelin' is awfully like Jitterbug from coffee Again this disorder, got me thinkin' it's over Can we do this over [?] Kali baby may be crazy Since the day that you was born But if he raised in 3 days maybe He can get me through this storm Unstable! Give me a reason 'Cause I can't stop but thinkin' 'bout leavin I'm so unstable! (unstable) And I need help I can't do it by myself Unstable! Give me a reason 'Cause I can't stop but thinkin' 'bout leavin I'm so unstable! And I need God 'Cause by myself is just too hard So unstable, and I find myself lately reaching Out to God, 'cause well, unstable
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The way the song sounds is mostly how I feel all the time.
From A Shell - Lisa Germano And the earth spins round while the people fall down And the world stands still not a sound, not a sound There is love, there is love to be found In the worst way In the worst way In the worst way |
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Smother by Daughter
"In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I'm a suffocator" Hurt by Nine Inch Nails "I hurt myself today, To see if I'd still feel." Beauty from Pain by Superchick "And all that's left is to accept that it's over My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made" Speeding Cars by Imogen Heap "Don’t feed me violins, just run with me Through rows of speeding cars" Fast Car by Tracy Chapman "And I had a feeling that I belonged I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone" |
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#13
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I thought of another one.
Hurt-- Cover by Johnny Cash |
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#14
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It's not a song but a musical composition for piano: John Cage's
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Bright Eyes - by Art Garfunkel
"How can the light that burned so brightly Suddenly burn so pale?" Sums it up better than any song I know.
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Always be yourself. Unless you can be a unicorn. Then always be a unicorn. |
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Nirvana
Lithium I'm so happy, 'cause today I found my friends, They're in my head. And I'm so ugly, That's OK 'cause so are you, We broke our mirrors. Sunday morning, is everyday for all I care, But I don't care. Light my candles, in a daze 'cause I found God. Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! I'm so lonely, It's OK to shave my head, But I'm not sad. And just maybe, I'm to blame for all I've heard, But I'm not sure. I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there, But I don't care. And I'm so horny, That's OK, my will is good. Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! I like it - I'm not gonna crack. I miss you - I'm not gonna crack. I love you - I'm not gonna crack. I'd kill you but I'm not gonna crack. Yeah... ---------------- Drowning Pool Tear Away I'm tearing away, The pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay. You run away, Faster and faster, you can't seem to get away. Break... Hope there's a reason, Questions unanswered I just don't see everything. Yes, I'm inside you. Tell me how does it fell to feel like this, just like I do. Do I really want this? Sometimes I scare myself, I just can't let it go. Can you believe it? Everything happens for reasons I just don't know. I don't care about anyone else but me. I don't care about anyone. I don't care care about anyone else but me. I don't care about anyone or anything but me. ---- Finally, just one line from an Otep song: "I survive, but I'm alive!". Last edited by Djinn8; Feb 18, 2014 at 04:14 PM. |
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#17
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"End Of My Rope" - Trapt
Things are getting harder and harder and harder Seems like I barely get by The days are getting shorter and shorter and shorter I just can't find enough time It's all around me The fear of failing It's all around me And I keep looking down at where I know I could be I don't want to hit the bottom I'm at the end of my rope Hanging from the last little bit of hope Feeling like I'm bout to lose control Maybe I should just let go I'm at the end of my rope Clinging to the only thing I know As long as there's something left to hold I won't let go I can still remember remember remember It was so easy to fly I thought I'd live forever forever forever Now I gotta fight to survive It's all around me Life's changing It's all around me But I just can't let it fall too far out of reach I don't want to hit the bottom I'm at the end of my rope Hanging from the last little bit of hope Feeling like I'm bout to lose control Maybe I should just let go I'm at the end of my rope Clinging to the only thing I know As long as there's something left to hold I won't let go There's still some hope At the end of my rope At the end of my rope Everyone of us has got a story to tell Some are still lost some have found themselves Some are in denial with no soul to sell And I am still here at the wishing well I'll keep trying I'll keep fighting I'm at the end of my rope Hanging from the last little bit of hope Feeling like I'm bout to lose control Maybe I should just let go I'm at the end of my rope Clinging to the only thing I know As long as there's something left to hold I won't let go I won't let go I won't let go There's still some hope At the end of my rope At the end of my rope
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#18
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Green Day "Boulevard of Broken Dreams"
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#19
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Nickelback - Savin Me
"These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'" .. and to remedy that would be Nickelback's Lullaby. "Well I know the feeling Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge And there ain't no healing From cutting yourself with the jagged edge I'm telling you that It's never that bad And taking that something is where at Lay down on the floor And your not sure You can take this anymore So just give it one more try To a lullaby And turn this up on the radio If you can hear me now I'm reaching out To let you know that you're not alone And you can't tell I'm scared as hell Cause I can't get you on the telephone So just close your eyes Well honey here comes a lullaby Your very own lullaby"
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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So many songs, and I love anything by Trapt.
Trapt: Bleed Like Me Skillet: Dead Inside, Falling Inside the Black Korn: Blind, Alone I Break, When Will This End Metallica: Fade to Black, The Shortest Straw, My Friend of Misery |
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I only have about a thousand of these for examples...here's a few.
"Ocean pulls me close and whispers in my ear The destiny I've chose, all becoming clear The currents have their say, the time is drawing near Washes me away...makes me disappear" The Great Below - Nine Inch Nails "I could possibly be fading or have something more to gain I could feel myself growing colder, I could feel myself under your fate" Into Dust - Mazzy Star "All the days are the days to keep in your mind And the mind dims to dark with the passing of time He says 'I can't remember - as old as I am'" As Old As I Am - The DoneFors "i'm working on erasing you just don't have the proper tools i get hammered, forget that you exist there's no way i'm forgetting this" My Backwards Walk - Frightened Rabbit "Like a soul without a mind In a body without a heart I'm missing every part" Unfinished Sympathy - Massive Attack "Now that I've found you and seen behind those eyes How can I carry on? For so bare is my heart, I can't hide And so where does my heart belong?" Undenied - Portishead |
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Get 'em Out By Friday - Genesis
The Fountain of Salmacis - Ibid Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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There's a Mark Knopfler song that has a lyric something like:
The suns's going down on the bay and falling off the world Although the song is a love song and about the beauty of nature, sometimes I wish more than anything I could watch a sunset and fall off the world |
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Bite the hand that feeds you by nin
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I listen a lot to Demi Lovato "Skyscraper", every single day. I keep playing it over and over again. She was very depressed for a while too, cut herself, and bipolar. She went to rehab. Her Dad died who was also mentally ill.
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