[badmouse]

Things have been bad for a long time. Today, awful.

I know I could end it, but I won't talk about that - against the rules here.

It's just getting worse. How long do I need to suffer this?

[unhappycamper463]

i dunno man. i dunno. i'm ****ing tired of it too

[mulan]

Guess we will never know until we get there. It's an waiting journey.

[Denman]

I dunno, some days it sends, where I will have 3-4 good days, than I will have 4-5 bad days where I crashs, and it doesn't appear to have ended at all. I guess that's what depression is all about. I keep hoping the meds will kick in and begin working and that the anxiety attacks will stop.

Mickey? Is that you???

[BeachGaBulldog]

I keep waiting for my meds to kick in, too. I don't think this s*** is ever going to end.

I hate to write this, but I'm 65. And it's getting worse, not better...

[pleasegodhelpme]

My life gets worse and I feel more empty, worthless and dead inside as the minutes go by. I am really really tired and need for it to end.

[pleasegodhelpme]

My life doesn't get any better. Just more of the same and worse every second that ticks by. More alone, empty and dead inside. I am weary....want and need it to end.

[20broken17]

I feel like it will never pass. Every time I feel the slightest bit better I crash back down and 10x worse. I just want to feel happy and normal. They increased my dose on my meds so hopefully it will help.

[Idiot17]

it doesn't end, only way to end it is by what you mentioned....rules here....

[LadyShadow]

It does end, I was very suicidal once, and I recovered, but it took years of hard work.