[LadyDragus]

I think the post actually ask what I am asking???
I know I should have posted this in genearl, but I no longer feel welcome in that place/fourm

Most of the post in that fourm are some sort of bad vibe, and I do not need that in my life, i became a mod as to help others and I no longer feel I am helping anyone.. No one asks for help, and I no lnger understand why??????

I know not eveyone can get along all the time and I do understand we all have our own opion (sp) and I know I sometims say things that do upset others, and I want them to tell me about it..

If I do say somethng please tell me, do not mind that I am a mod, I am a human being before that, and a freind before that..
I care so deeple for many of you on here, you have become my "family" away from home

"but we are broken" "ohhana" ( from lilo and stich) no one gets left behind.....

Many of us are being left behind becuase of all the bickering goin on..........

Just my two cents worth..
This is not amined at anyone.. or for anyone.. just a deperssed individul saying waht is bothering her, and bringing her down today of all days..

Lady Dragus

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The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.

[heatherm]

{{{{{{{{{Trish}}}}}}}}}}

I want the same thing. I posted in the general a bit ago myself and have been wondering why I did get caught up in it again .

I do need to get my emotions in check here....I am all over the place today as my doc wants to see me tomorrow. Normally it would be 2 more weeks before I see him since my surgery but his office called as my report came back and he wants to see me right away. Of course, I am imagining the worse . I am sorry to go off topic here ....like I said my emotions are getting the best of me today.

Please know that you are cared for deeply....I think you are a wonderful person Trish.


Heather

[PlanningtoLive]

{{{{{{{{{{{Trish}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

It has upset me also, which doesn't help where I am emotionally either. I simply run for cover, not even peeking out.

Maybe not so much "being left behind" as simply withdrawing from anymore hostility. My comments are sent via PM these days, not here. You can't stop what happens hun, just try to rise above it.

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Heather}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} thinking about you and hoping for GOOD news. xoxoxoo

Mary Alice

[dexter]

{{{{{{{{Trish}}}}}}}}

{{{{{{{{Heather}}}}}}}}

This will pass I hope. In the meantime I will always be here. I've been a little quieter than normal only because I don't want to risk heating things up again even posting with good intentions.

I still believe that this is an incredible place with incredible people. With our illnesses we are used to having to "hang in there" when things are at their worst. Maybe we just have to do the same here until things get sorted out. But here at least we are all together and all experiencing the same thing, and we can help and support each other. we are not left alone with our suffering like we are with our depression. Hopefully this will be easier to "weather".

Hope we can all just stick together.

Hope I didn't make anyone feel as if I had fled... I hope to be here for the long haul. I still get plenty of good feelings and motivation from this site, even if temporarily I have to look a little harder. Hope others can do the same until things get back to normal. And hope that will be soon.

{{{{{{{{everyone}}}}}}}}

-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
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[dexter]

And in the meantime if my adorable new avatar doesn't cheer people up just looking at it I don't know what will!!!





-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
-- <A target="_blank" HREF=http://www.idexter.com>http://www.idexter.com</A>

[PlanningtoLive]

You need to give him a name, Dave...........lol. He's too cute not to.

Mary Alice

[LadyDragus]

see this is the type of reply I was hoping for.. one where others would post how they feell..

I do hope you post and tell us how yoru doc appt goes..

if you post in the section desinged for it ok..
that way we do not step on toes.. okeis..
*smooces to you.. heatherm*

<font color=green>
The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.

[LadyDragus]

it has upset me to no end..

hench why i really do not fell like postnig a great deal anymore.. I want to, I want the fourm back the way it was, used to be..
I knwo so many of the older members on here have wonderful opions and some of the new ones have great ones too.. but sometimes they clash..

Kids tends to fight, but adults should know better

*smooches to you too *

<font color=green>
The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.

[LadyDragus]

I knwo you have not.. you are stepping back like a lot of us..

so as not to get caught in the cross fire..

I may be a drgaon, but my scales are not a tough as they used to be

<font color=green>
The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.

[LadyDragus]

i love the new avatar..

I cant use mine while I am at school, but I love yours..

*hugs to you Dexter*

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The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.

Things are not as....warm as usual. But you are still adored by many, and supported, and this unsettledness will pass. It's chaotic now...but chaos has a way of naturally settling down.

It's a time to take extra care of ourselves and each other. Time for a group hottub moment. Um...Dexter, can you pass the champagne? LD...move your butt over a bit, I can't reach the chips. :-)

Emmy

"If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion." -- The Dalai Lama

[krzyk101]

(((((((((((((Lady D)))))))))))))

Hi, I have just been back to the boards, and I guess I do not understand about the disagrements or argueing that went on. I am sorry that you have feelings of unwelcome in the other place. You say of "mod" being honest I don't know what that stands for. I do not know if it is positive or negative.

I do know for me it is hard to ask for help and expressing my feelings or emotions, for the very reason that I fear that someone will lash out at me with hurtfull comments or negativity. So far I have not had that, at one time a ways back I posted and was questioned about why I felt the need to post in one more that one section of the board. That hurt my feelings when they said that to me.

I guess for me I have many issues that apply to many different catagorys. Mostly that fear of rejection or questioning my feelings on a thread scares me into at times not posting. You have all been good to me and helped me.

You too have helped me Lady D.

take care,

KRIS

As I sit in front of this computer screen, I meet and learn and am helped by those I have never seen.

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!

[LadyDragus]

I am a modator.. so some one may not want to say something to me, but I do not want that to stop them from telling me if I do or say something that upsets or hurts them..


<font color=green>
The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.

[LadyDragus]

I'll bring the pizza roll Pepporina anyone

and hottub moment sounds really good right now with massages afterwards....

My neck hurts...

<font color=green>
The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.

[dexter]

all i have is plastic champagne cups, is that ok? good news is that i may still have a bottle of dom from my last new years party 2 years ago.

speaks a lot about my style... splurge on the champagne and serve it in plastic cups. fits my parties though, they were always a lot of fun.

at some point i have to post photos.

-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
-- <A target="_blank" HREF=http://www.idexter.com>http://www.idexter.com</A>

[(JD)]

if i'm allowed topost... i'm hurt too... i don't feel i dare try to say anything else.

<font color=blue> meditation is a true way to connect to the Source </font color=blue>

[darkeyes]

((((((((((((((( Group hug, here anyone?)))))))))))))))))

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON

[LadyDragus]

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I am sorry you are hurting.. I truly am..
<marquee> <font color=blue> ******* <font color=red> smooches <font color=blue> ********* </marquee>

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The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.

[Fuzzybear]

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Fuzzy xx

[(JD)]

I'm sneaking in to post this: Tks Lady, Fuzzy and everyone else who has supported my too-sensitive self here!

<font color=blue> meditation is a true way to connect to the Source </font color=blue>

[LadyDragus]

<marquee> ******* smooches (((((( hugs and more hugs ************
We luv you and will not stop, or I hope not </marquee>



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my needs come second
for if they did not
then I would not be a very good Friend