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Mar 19, 2014, 07:12 PM
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So tired, mostly emotionally, so tired of being a disappointment to the very few people I admire and hate to disappoint. In so tired of being sad and crying all the time. Just wish I could call it quits
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Mar 20, 2014, 08:33 AM
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Live2ski66, how much of the way you are currently feeling has to do with the move?
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Mar 20, 2014, 08:47 AM
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I know how you feel. So many times in the last couple of years I have just wanted to quit fighting. Not to end it all but to just quit trying with the depression.
I recently moved back to my family to Michigan. I had been in CA since I was 20, so most of my life. My 20 year old daughter is in CA. She tells me she wants to drive across the country by herself and come to Michigan and work for the summer. I am very glad she wants to come for the summer and we can make that happen some how. Michigan summers are beautiful. The problem is I am not going to let her drive across the country by herself. I need to fly out and drive with her. But I have no money to buy a plane ticket. I am feeling like a total loser that my daughter has more money than me. I really want to be able to fly out there and pay for the trip across the country on my own dime. I don't know how I can do it.
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Mar 20, 2014, 12:30 PM
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Most if not all is the move. If I could only force myself to finish it. And I just had a thought. As much as I love my outlaws, I'm not comfortable with the idea of living with them. I have stayed with them for a month or two, but this seems so indefinite and out of my control.
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