[Pain10]

Hi everybody,

This week has been like a rollercoaster for me. Tuesday nite i felt a little light. Wednesday morning it was gone. Wednesday night i had a little light again but woke up thursday back in black hole. Thursday nite nothing and Friday morn nothing else.

What do you guys think? It this a sign that i may turn the corner soon??

TY

[Black_Raynebow23]

Hello Pain10, this sounds very similar to my emotional pattern. I can be cheery one day then a total mess of sadness the next. I don't expect to stay up or down to long, the changes can be from days to hours. So, you could possibly have a lighter mood soon. I hope I helped in some way instead of just rambling. If so, Yay! If not, sorry!

I'm in the same boat. It's all up and down for me, but that has become my 'norm'.
I just enjoy the good times whether they are hours, days or multiple days and try to ride out the bad ones with as little disappointment as possible.

[mulan]

I don't know...why do you ask? Have you in the past just felt depressed and just that?
I've been living a little like that during my life. But the problem is still here. It was already here when I thought I didn't feel sad or bad.

[Pain10]

hi mulan.

Yeah ive had many battles with depression. When im good im good but when im bad im bad. Im waiting for the meds to kick in and thought maybe they were.

[Altered Moment]

I am the same way. When I am good I am good, when I am bad I am way bad. It seems like a switch goes off and all of a sudden I am better. But maybe if I think about it more I probably do go through an up and down period before I snap out of it.