[neutrino]

Tired of getting up in the mornings. Tired of waking up feeling depressed and anxious. Tired of going to university when feeling this way. Tired of people. Tired of anxiety. Tired of feeling awful. Tired of waiting to get a therapist (and angry and disappointed because they were supposed to call me two weeks ago). Tired of being lonely. Tired of having no one to talk to about these things. Tired of pointless conversations. Tired of everything.

I think I'm angry. I can't do it alone much longer. Nope. I don't know whether to laugh or cry anymore. [Insert curse word here] this.

Rant over.

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Hi Nope, I feel you. It's good that you're expressing your anger, you have every right to feel tired and angry. You are not alone my friend, we hear you.

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Originally Posted by neutrino

Tired of getting up in the mornings. Tired of waking up feeling depressed and anxious. Tired of going to university when feeling this way. Tired of people. Tired of anxiety. Tired of feeling awful. Tired of waiting to get a therapist (and angry and disappointed because they were supposed to call me two weeks ago). Tired of being lonely. Tired of having no one to talk to about these things. Tired of pointless conversations. Tired of everything.

I think I'm angry. I can't do it alone much longer. Nope. I don't know whether to laugh or cry anymore. [Insert curse word here] this.

Rant over.

I feel like that every day. Rinse and repeat. Slowly it does get better though. Hang in there.

[neutrino]

That's the thing though. It doesn't get better. I've been depressed for 10 years or so. Constantly. I always feel bad or miserable, never good or even okay.

I get episodes of very low mood/really bad depression (I guess I've been having one of those episodes for the past month or so) and I don't know how to deal with it.