[elmarko]

hey, ok i went to see the cpn earlier this evening, ,it was not what i expected but i feel it went ok, i was talking to her for almost an hour! after discussing my life and my past and relationships and filing in a questionair for her she came to the conclusion that i dont seem to have anty majoy psycological problems but got clear signs of severe depression. she sed she is worried about my slef harming and s******l thoughts and feelings. she is going to discuss wth her manager what would be the best course of action for me, either a short term counselling program which she says she feels may not be enough, or if not that, a referal to a psychiatrist. she is going to phone me when they have decided and things can be arranged. hopefully wont be to long, i have been feeling really down lately and hurt myself rather bad last night :'(

Marko