Struggling pretty bad with the urges tonight. Just want to say **** it all and end it. How am I meant to keep doing this? It's so damn hard

i hear you..... bordering on impossible.

[Fuzzybear]

[Momentofclarity]

Originally Posted by secretwhisper

Struggling pretty bad with the urges tonight. Just want to say **** it all and end it. How am I meant to keep doing this? It's so damn hard

Hang in there secret. You are so supportive, and give loads of comfort. You deserve better... hugs..!

This wave just hit me about an hour ago and the feelings have really taken hold. Trying to keep it together and not do anything but it's really hard....

Please hang in there, secretwhisper. These feelings, too, shall pass.

[gayleggg]

Hang in there. You have a lot of people supporting you. Be safe. I know it's hard.

[ToeJam]

It will pass Secret, stick with it

I'm trying.... So very tired of trying. But thanks everyone, it really means a lot (I'll stop moaning one day )

*scream*

[waterknob1234]

Hang in there Secret. I care about you. You have been so supportive to me. I have had rough thoughts too at times. We just have to support each other and hang in there. Keep posting

[kittydag18]

Hi Secret, I completely understand what you're going through and sometimes I wonder why I keep going. But I promise you, it gets better eventually.

[neenapaloosa]

It's hard but it's not impossible,you know?.Watch a movie,do something.You'll soon forget the urges,but they might come back tomorrow.

So be prepared to fight.Stay strong!

I'm watching tv and trying to hold on and fight them. But what is the point when the urges will come back tomorrow? What's the point in keep on fighting them?

[Idiot17]

Good questions that don't have answers .
((((((Secret)))))) hang in.

[depressedalaskan]

(((secretwhisper))) Keep posting here. Let us help you fight this. Do you have a therapist? If you do you might want to call them. I have been where you are many times. I know the fight. Is it possible for you to get out of your environment for a while?

[depressedalaskan]

I know what it is like to sit while depression pulls you deeper and deeper into a hole. Sometimes I just have to break the pull of depression by changing my environment. By changing my environment I slip in a distraction. This distraction can sometimes help me pull back.

Well I eventually went to bed at about 2:30.... Woken up stillfeeling pretty crappy but dragged myself into work somehow. Pdoc later today....

[Idiot17]

(((((secret)))))

[depressedalaskan]

Good to hear that you are up and out. Hope you will get to feeling better.

It seems that it is constantly coming back to this lately. Waiting once more for a bed so I can be admitted to hospital...maybe it might help this time...

[kittydag18]

Originally Posted by secretwhisper

It seems that it is constantly coming back to this lately. Waiting once more for a bed so I can be admitted to hospital...maybe it might help this time...

I wish you luck. I hope you feel better soon!!!

[Idiot17]

How are you doing?
Stay safe. (((((secret)))))

I'm ok...been in hospital since the early hours of Thursday so yeah, I'm safe. Thanks for asking.