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Jan 16, 2007 at 05:03 PM
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for so long I have acted like nothing was ever wrong. I am a tough old bird and I can handle it. I am a depressed person. there I said it. I can't do the things I use to do due to physical limitations. I can't earn a living anymore, I can't clean my house anymore, I can hardly stand up long enough to cook a meal anymore, the list goes on and on. I even fooled a therapist when I had to go for my psych eval for my workman's comp. she put in her report she was surprised I was not depressed with all that is going on with me. Well duh! I have fooled most everyone I know. I am going on meds though and hopefully it will help somewhat. never have before but maybe this time right? anyway I am depressed due to circumstances that I can't control so we will see. thanks for letting me get this off my chest.
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Jan 16, 2007 at 05:13 PM
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Oh, hon... It's a big step admitting that you're depressed... the first step in getting the proper help.
I was just the same before I totaly went to pieces. I'm still putting on a faked smile very often. You're inner-self is in need for some good feeding. I would suggest that you seek a therapist and tell that person about how you're really feeling inside. Continue to open up to us here on PC. We care about you and our ears are yours! ((((((((( Bebop )))))))))) 
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Jan 16, 2007 at 05:14 PM
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I hope the meds are beneficial for you. I try to hide being depressed, but I'm not so good at it myself. Take care.
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Jan 16, 2007 at 05:48 PM
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thanks nina. I am working on it.
christina thanks hon. I usually do very well hiding it but I am tired of doing that. thanks hon __________________ He who angers you controls you! |
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Jan 16, 2007 at 07:02 PM
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you don't have to hide it with us.....never!!!! that eats us alive.....stuffing our stuff just wears us our and down......talk all you need to. we're here......love, pat
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Jan 16, 2007 at 09:36 PM
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thanks Pat
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Jan 16, 2007 at 11:59 PM
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you are most welcome..........xoxoxo pat
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Jan 17, 2007 at 12:27 AM
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Sorry Bee that things aren't going great. I found that I have depression all my life.
Just try to find something that makes you happy and focus on that. Good luck |
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Jan 17, 2007 at 12:57 AM
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well if I were to hit a multi million dollar lottery I might feel better lol.
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Jan 17, 2007 at 04:17 AM
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((((((((((((((((( bebop )))))))))))))))))
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Jan 17, 2007 at 08:40 AM
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(((((((((be)))))))) Actually, there are a lot of research studies showing that people who win the lottery end up just as depressed, if not moreso, AFTER they win the lottery.
 I'm glad you're getting help. PM if you need to vent. Love, Candy |
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Jan 17, 2007 at 10:13 AM
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thanks fuzzy.
candy I never play the lottery lol but yes I think you are right about those stats! sad isn't it? __________________ He who angers you controls you! |
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Jan 17, 2007 at 10:24 AM
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Bebop I hope the best for you and I think you are very courageous in taking the right steps for your life and your health. Take care Soidhonia
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Jan 17, 2007 at 02:53 PM
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yeah, hun I know what ya mean too....its how we learn to cope.. putting on the mask every day.... mine is crumbling under the pressure of chronic painand fatigue....
I think its okay to let go and seek help so I hope you find something that helps you...Wishing you the best!FaithisALive __________________ Faith is daring the soul to go beyond what the eyes can see. |
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Jan 18, 2007 at 07:27 AM
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Hi Bee,
I am so glad that you are going to start meds. I do hope it will help you. Know that you have our support and let us know how you do. I care, Hugs, Linda __________________  What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger. |
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