My friends for years now have moved a couple towns over, I have no car to visit, they come to town all the time but not for me they come to find drugs, I see them drive by but here lately all I get is a honk, I miss them they know I do and they say they miss me but if they did you think that they would at least stop by and talk for a moment. I recently got a job and they claim to not know my hours even though I know they do its first shift I feel like nobody even cares anymore I live with my parents but I work first shift and they work second so the only time we see each other is in my one day off BC i work six days a week. I feel so alone and nobody seems to care I just don't know what to do anymore and they don't have a phone so I can't communicate with them BTW I'm not gonna kill myself or anything like that I just got on here because I figure somebody has something rational to say to me other than its just a transitional time in my life I'm tired of hearing that
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