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I don't know why I keep trying. Well actually it will end at some point and I'll be manic or at baseline, but regardless this horrible depression will always come back.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Just wanted to say that I am acknowledging what you are feeling.
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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I understand completely. Depression is a mean monster. Best wishes and hugs to you.
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Like Turtle said.
Many folks on here that understand. |
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It is a very seasonal cyclical thing for me. (not SAD) I have learned to just ride them out. I am ok with that, the problem is others expect me to be functional when I am not able to be. Thats what gets me the most. The shame of not being able to live up to what are considered the "normal" expectations.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Hello, Blue_Bird. Are you receiving treatment for depression? If so, it would seem some adjustments are indicated.
I wish you well. |
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I know exactly how you feel. You are not alone.
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Hi glok, Thank you and yes I'm receiving treatment for Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar Type which includes episodes of depression and mania. Hopefully I can get my meds adjusted soon.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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