I feel like I'm falling apart. I've praying for God to just take my two girls and I. I feel like I've been strong so long I don't have anything left. Tired of fighting to survive. My heart and soul are broken. I want to be over everything so bad but it's like I suddenly get these setbacks and the pain is unbearable once again. I'm scared to ask for help. I feel like I'm done living. Everything that needed to be experienced was and now we are left with shattered pieces. Can't even try to put the jagged edges together because they no longer fit not even with the best of tools. My girls and I are suffering. Nobody understands the pain we are going through. I feel like some piece of trash. I feel content at the life I lived. Content with the little bit of happiness I was able to provide my girls. I really just pray God takes us. The world is such an ugly, mean, vicious place now. No morals, no values, no scruples. Wondering what people like me and mine are still doing here.
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