[veiledregret1234]

Not in any immediate crisis level way. Just more of a pervasive mistrust, like I know I can't make good choices and I'm just going to screw everything up. I'm really not good at this living thing. I push and push, but I'm pushing a mountain and getting nowhere. 31, a mother and completely incapable of being an adult. I'm so tired of failure.

[Idiot17]

Hang in there. Good luck.

[Curupira]

The gown up thing is not as easy as it sounds. I kept waiting for the magic wand wave that would finally imbue me with all the know how and confidence I needed.

Most days I feel like a mess.

Keep going and lots of hugs

[Petra5ed]

Originally Posted by veiledregret1234

Not in any immediate crisis level way. Just more of a pervasive mistrust, like I know I can't make good choices and I'm just going to screw everything up. I'm really not good at this living thing. I push and push, but I'm pushing a mountain and getting nowhere. 31, a mother and completely incapable of being an adult. I'm so tired of failure.

I my experience this gets easier and easier with time. I'm now so used to being alone it's no big deal, but I remember being very anxious about it for a long time. If it's something you haven't done a lot before, of course you'd feel that way .