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Old Sep 23, 2014, 09:25 AM
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I thought I was better. My car anxiety is pretty much gone but now I find myself tired all the time. All I want to do is sleep. I have no motivation to do anything. I feel so stuck in this I don't know what to do. I don't want to leave my house or even shower. I get out of bed to get a cup of coffee and use the bathroom the. I'm on the couch.

Today I knew I had to do something so I did a half *** workout. I barely broke a sweat. I don't want to eat I don't even want water. I don't know what to do. Any suggestions?
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Old Sep 23, 2014, 10:33 AM
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I hate to say this but when I get this bad the only thing that helps are meds and time. I know other people will tell you to get up and do stuff but I just can't.
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Old Sep 23, 2014, 12:51 PM
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Increase dose? Change meds? I dunno.

I am like lilypup, I can't either. I have been slipping. I forced myself to go to my second appointment with a new therapist today but could not bring myself to shower and shave before I went. That is very rare. Even at my worst I can usually force myself to shower and shave because of embarrassment.

I am at the point where I can still force myself to do things but if it gets much worse I will be in bed all the time.
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Old Sep 23, 2014, 01:23 PM
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My meds just got upped like 3weeks ago. I see Pdoc again in like 2weeks. She upped it last time from 10mg to 20mg. I was very SUI and started to SI. Now it's like all those thoughts are still there I can feel them but the only way I can describe it is that they are engulfed in something and being compressed. But I can feel it. Is this what it feels like to slowly move into insanity?

I see flickers of ppl or things in my periphery vision yet when I look they are gone. Could it just be stress and anxiety?
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Old Sep 23, 2014, 02:03 PM
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That last paragraph is a little worrying. Could it be depression with a little psychosis? I know I get some psychotic symptoms when very depressed. Maybe call the pdoc.

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Old Sep 23, 2014, 04:45 PM
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What happens if it's psychosis and I tell Pdoc about it?
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Old Sep 23, 2014, 08:49 PM
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Not sure. I have told my pdoc and he never seemed to worried. He didn't suggest taking anti psychotics or anything. His worry is always if I am gonna off myself or not. If the depression gets better the psychosis goes away.

Your pdoc should know all that is going on but that doesn't mean you have to take more meds if you don't want to.

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Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.

Male, 50

Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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Old Sep 24, 2014, 11:55 AM
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I always worry about what to tell Pdoc and T. I know they r only trying to help I just trust no one. I fear everyday I'm being watched. And there's notes on me. I turn off phones and everything electronic when I dot want to be found. I feel the world around me collapsing yet not seeing it.

There's no delusion I know nothing is private. Insurance, employers, and the government have everything about me. They know more than I do about myself.
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