[ShantheArtist23]

So... today my mood is better I guess. I'm a little more content now, except the so called "anxiety". I've come to the conclusion that this "anxiety" is coming from my mother. Almost Everytime I'm around her it gets worse. And school... but I always dread going home somewhat.
But I have a reality to face here; Although my mood might be better, I'm slowly deteriorating. I'm deminishing into nothing. I've lost like 45 pounds (I'm 17...) and am now floating at around 102/103, my mind has become a tortured place... my well being is hanging on the edge of balanced.
My mom's told numerous people about my "anxiety" and "behavior issues". But in reality that was all cover up to hide the things she has done. I don't know what to do. I don't want to see or or be around her. If I think she's coming into my room I just cringe and prays she does not sometimes. She's done all of these medication things to me and it's really only haunted my mind... because there was never anything wrong with me in the first place. All I "was" was mad because of what she did, and she tells me "There was a LOT of things you were doing". Yeah, I wanted to ***, but she drugged me because of it.
So, back to the point, that's the reality I'm facing and I'm slowly diminishing into nothing... seriously, my pants aren't even staying around my hips anymore. /___\

[Rohag]

These are matters of acute concern. I'm going to refer you back to IceCreamKid's advice in another forum.

Please try to keep safe, ShantheArtist23.