Is it only depression?

Hello everyone,

It’s really nice to know that I’m not the only one who battles depression. I might find someone who understands what I’m going through. In here. I’d like to apologize in advance for typos and grammar mistakes if found, English is not my first language. So, lets get started.
I’m a twenty-four year old college guy. I’ve always had issues in my life since the day I was born. But I’ve always overcome them. I think have many mental issues or disorders I’d say. I’m just gonne list what I think I have beside symptoms.
- Depression (Feeling sad most of the time, alone, no friends, can’t socialize, Cry for no reason, Sometimes I cant even cry, Black and white life, No interests)
- Social anxiety (difficulties talking to people, shyness, scared of people judging me)
- Low self esteem ( Don’t like the way I look, zero confidence, cant encourage myself to simple tasks, negative thoughts about myself)
- Avoidant personality disorder ( I avoid people, don’t talk to people unless they wanna talk to me, People hate me until proven wring)
- OCD(bad breath thoughts, body odor obsession, Checking the doors are closed, brushing my teeth more than normal)
- BDD ( I hate the way I look)
- Suicidal ( I think of killing myself from time to time but I don’t attempt )
- Mood swing( one day I wake happy and everthing is great, The next day I’m the most miserable person on earth)
- Loneliness(so very lonely that you don’t wanna look at me)a
That almost covers it all up. I just like to add that today I feel so down that I thought of ending my life because it seems that it is much easier than dealing with the issues that I have.

Thank you for reading.

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