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Old Dec 17, 2014, 01:18 PM
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I'm so alone. No friends, my family is disappearing, and my boyfriend and I are breaking up. The only person who is standing beside me is my ex-husband, but he's at work. I've been crying since noon yesterday and can't stop. I don't want to hurt myself, but the pain is so bad. Even breathing is hard. I'm so scared.

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Old Dec 17, 2014, 03:17 PM
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Old Dec 17, 2014, 06:56 PM
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I'm so alone. No friends, my family is disappearing, and my boyfriend and I are breaking up. The only person who is standing beside me is my ex-husband, but he's at work. I've been crying since noon yesterday and can't stop. I don't want to hurt myself, but the pain is so bad. Even breathing is hard. I'm so scared.

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Huggs...You have a friend here. I feel the same but, you know what helps?? A great hot cup of cocoa and a nice fireplace.(depending where you are).
You and I are special!!
Thanks for this!
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Old Dec 18, 2014, 09:35 AM
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Huggs...You have a friend here. I feel the same but, you know what helps?? A great hot cup of cocoa and a nice fireplace.(depending where you are).

You and I are special!!

Thank you. It's so hard dealing with everything when I'm so alone. It helps to know that I'm not alone.

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Old Dec 18, 2014, 10:52 AM
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I have no friends, my mental health has made them run for the hills.
I hate being judged because of my illnesses, I've become a bit of a recluse over the last couple of years.
I don't have anything to do with family because of my childhood and early adulthood physical and verbal abuse I suffered. I had tried to forgive and forget and even asked them to do group therapy but they declined and refuse to admit the truth or take any responsibility.
Please don't be scared, this forum is for talking about your feelings, no one is going to judge you here.
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Old Dec 18, 2014, 11:29 AM
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I have no friends, my mental health has made them run for the hills.
I hate being judged because of my illnesses, I've become a bit of a recluse over the last couple of years.
I don't have anything to do with family because of my childhood and early adulthood physical and verbal abuse I suffered. I had tried to forgive and forget and even asked them to do group therapy but they declined and refuse to admit the truth or take any responsibility.
Please don't be scared, this forum is for talking about your feelings, no one is going to judge you here.

I haven't seen my parents in a year because of childhood abuse that my father won't admit to. I'm in the process of slowly bringing them back in my life, but it's hard trying to decide to what extent.

Mental illness is devastating. The worst part is being abandoned by loved ones. I wish I had cancer instead, because at least then I wouldn't be left all alone!

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Old Dec 18, 2014, 11:35 AM
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You have a friend in me if you need one! There's nothing worse than feeling alone, especially when dealing with depression
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Old Dec 18, 2014, 11:36 AM
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I haven't seen my parents in a year because of childhood abuse that my father won't admit to. I'm in the process of slowly bringing them back in my life, but it's hard trying to decide to what extent.

Mental illness is devastating. The worst part is being abandoned by loved ones. I wish I had cancer instead, because at least then I wouldn't be left all alone!

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Gloamingone, Please don't wish for that! I am sorry for your pain. I don't know what to say to make you feel better. This may hurt now but may pass in time and you will have a chance to feel happy again.Try to say connected here and with the people you feel comfortable around! Someone recently told me it sucks really bad today but it will suck a little less tomorrow!!! Peace!!!
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Old Dec 18, 2014, 11:39 AM
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Gloamingone, Please don't wish for that! I am sorry for your pain. I don't know what to say to make you feel better. This may hurt now but may pass in time and you will have a chance to feel happy again.Try to say connected here and with the people you feel comfortable around! Someone recently told me it sucks really bad today but it will suck a little less tomorrow!!! Peace!!!

I do feel somewhat better today. Positive self-talk is helping. I just wish people weren't so holier-than-thou when it comes to invisible illnesses!

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