Every day, Every moment is numb. I have no reason to wake up, but I still do. I feel no emotions, no feelings. It just hurts, The hole in your heart becomes more hollow. The pain increases, and you got nothing . Why doesn't it show? Why am I not able to cry anymore, Why am I not able to laugh. I just don't want to look at any other human again. These are the fragments of pain, I don't know and I can't explain.

[IrisBloom]

I'm sorry you are suffering.

I don't remember if you are being treated. If you are, call your doctor. If not, get into treatment ASAP.

Get to the hospital or call 911 if you feel in danger of hurting yourself or others.

[LadyShadow]

I understand your plight, I feel like I have no meaning, no reason to get up in the morning, I reach out to people with lives, and they all have something interesting to say or be a part of, and I just cant relate.

Find some comfort that you are not alone.

Originally Posted by PlatinumHeart

I understand your plight, I feel like I have no meaning, no reason to get up in the morning, I reach out to people with lives, and they all have something interesting to say or be a part of, and I just cant relate.

Find some comfort that you are not alone.

Yeah, atleast we are not alone.

I think I need external help now. Thanks

[IrisBloom]

No matter how you feel, keep hope alive. You are worth saving and helping.

[elevatedsoul]

keep fighting.. try to picture yourself where you want to be...
recovery is long and hard and we have to have something nice to focus on to keep us on par with recovery...
even if we forget all the time, just try to gently remind yourself of that place everytime you realize ...?