I dont know if I was abused or not. MY dad
left, mom is confusing to understand. I hate when people say I look for attention. No one likes me, everyone laughs at me. I know I have severe mental defects based on the fact that professionals, religion, and people have not been able to help me. The only person who has is a very rare. He was a rich, brilliant, genius of a man. I would think he was a humanitarian because he was using his money to help people in Ecuador. He is married now and I cant be intimate with him in any way. Not that I would want to be with a married man.

[Crazy Hitch]

Hi lovefortheunloved

I am sorry to hear this that you believe that no one likes you. This tends to be a way that we think when we are depressed, our thoughts become quite negative and the way that we view ourself can become low when we are depressed.

I am sorry to hear that you have not found the right professionals to help you just yet.

I have seen some therapists in the past that were not particularly helpful to me.

But there are good ones out there.

i just wanted to mention that so that you can keep an open mind, that although you have not found the right help just yet, the right help may be available to you.

I am glad to hear that you have morals; you choose not to be with this married man which is good.

I just wanted to respond in order to say to you please hang in there.

I know that it is difficult right now.

[Fuzzybear]