[littlemissjess]

I'm back. I've been busy now that the weather is BEAUTIFUL here in PA. I've been going to track meets to watch my boyfriend (yes, we're still together 7 months was on the 6th ), walks downtown getting icecream, finishing up some projects for school, going to doctor appointments almost every week, basicly what a 16 year old would love to do in this beautiful weather. (Well, I don't like the school work part of it!)

I've still been depressed. Now that the weather is nice, I feel so much better but I still get upset over little things. People insulting little things about me bring me to tears. Also, thinking of my grandmother doesn't help either. I'm forgetting things like crazy. Which leads to my parents and friends yelling at me. Actually I have a english paper to type, it was due 2 days ago!

Agh I'm stupid.

I'm still not on my meds though

But I'm still here. Not online as much. But don't worry I still read on here off and on. I usually sign onto myspace once a day and that's it with me.

I've been going to bed around 9-9:30pm now. Makes me feel better in the morning. I feel like a little kid going to bed that early

My anger/happiness/sadness still happens off and on. It's so bad to the fact that no one wants to go to prom with me and my boyfriend That really hurts.

But wanted to let everyone know that I am okay, and I still exist and are here.

How is everyone doing?

[Direction]

It sounds like overall things are heading in the right direction...

For me - Started on a mood stabilizer on Monday - looking forward to getting up to maintenance dosages.

[Wants2Fly]

Good to hear from you Jess.

[bipolar_bear]

Thanks for keeping us posted. I am glad you are feeling better. Take care and drop in now and then.

BB