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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2007
Location: the real city+walkabout(Australia)
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This is a post thats a bit selfish maybe. I am suffering for now and I need to express it. I cant put it in creative corner my favourite spot because its about me being depressed for now. I keep bursting into tears because of thinking along one branch in a tree.Its like I'm hanging on that branch but I dont want to be. I'm making that branch the main branch when it shouldnt be. My friend saw me crying at work.She discreetly asked did I have dust in my eye. Then when I mentioned the branch I was on she said she knew. It was nice of her to ask. How come friends and concerned friends are not enough for me. I feel antidepressants arent my answer right now.And the natural one "SAME" is too expensive I reckon. Ive been sitting in the sun. Eating apples.Cuddling my cat. But I cant stop being a sloth on that branch of that tree. My baby is on that branch with his vacant stare. My baby's laughing at crows,and he's feeling for the yabbadabba man in the next ward. At least hes out of the high security ward and in a ward where he can see ducks and crows. . . Im glad no one can see how much Im crying because it makes me look horrible and blotchy. luv to all you out there feeling the same as me.xxxoxxx(((hugs)))
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Sitting beside you. (((((((( Juliaspavlov ))))))))))))) __________________ Pegasus Got a quick question related to mental health or a treatment? Ask it here General Q&A Forum “Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by it's ability to climb a tree, it will live it's whole life believing that it is stupid.” - Albert Einstein |
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Sometimes when nothing works any more you just have to grab that box of kleenex. ((((((((((Juliaspavlov)))))))))) |
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Member Since Aug 2005
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((((((((((((((((((((((((Juliaspavlov))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry things are so hard and I do understand.
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Magnate
Member Since Dec 2006
Location: Midwest, USA
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No need to apologize - we are all here cause we need to express ourselves...and we all get down or up depending on the case sometimes.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jul 2004
Location: Southeast Florida
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Member Since May 2007
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Sorry that you have been going through so much pain, I wish, I could hug you and we could cry together. As my little
nephew stated (11 years old) . It is not good to hold anything in. Then he hugged me as I continued to cry like a baby. What compassion! I send you happiness and know that someone cares about you. Me. : |
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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2007
Location: the real city+walkabout(Australia)
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thanks to you all, feeling a little bit better, my eldest son is visiting me from 1000 miles away, and he's the huggiest person out. Thanks pegasus </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> for sitting with me. Thanks Keb I like frogs. Thanks Bipolar Bear I love polar bears.I have a dog named polar bear he's pure white, and looks like a tiny polar bear. Thanks Direction. I still love that song "..am I heading in the right direction...." Thanks Wants 2 Fly.. I love flying dreams. Thanks Sassypants and thanks to your nephew. PC is the best, because of you all. __________________ be brave.faithful loyal and strong.Jjulia |
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Magnate
Member Since Dec 2006
Location: Midwest, USA
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I glad that it's a little better...it gives hope for a little better each day...sometimes there is a slide...but I think now you have seen that light can come again...
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