Limbo

I can't even decide where to post - depression - bipolar - SI - UGH

I feel them all pressing down hard. Let me out of this hell!

so sorry for your pain.know that it will pass.hang in there......you are loved........

(((((((((((((((((((((((Direction))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry you are feeling so bad.

BB

Parts of "Fix You" by Cold Play to fit how I feel

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace

And high up above or down below

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I..

Thanks butterflylady for your (PM) and BB for the hug.

I'm so sorry you're feeling "in reverse" right now. I wish I was able to offer you comfort and hope. I just don't know how.

((((((((((Direction))))))))))

Why is it we try so hard to get where we think we want to be only to find there is nothing there. Sometimes a box of kleenex is our only best friend.

My goes out to you.

(((((((((((((((((Direction)))))))))))))))))))))))))

(((((((((((((( Direction )))))))))))))))

Hi Direction,
Sorry you're feeling sooo crappy.
What did you lose that you can't replace?
(((((((((((Direction))))))))))))))))

Direction, love to you and positive vibes. i understand your feelings totally today. xoxox pat

((((((((((((((((Direction)))))))))))))))))

you were so kind to me last night. I just want you to knbow i appreciate you and wish you all the best, it is so confusing when you have this illness.
please know we are all here to support and love you no matter what.

love, kerry xoxoxoxoxo

Dear Direction,

Sending you so much Love, thoughts and wishes that you will feel better soon.
There is no deeper joy, no truer promise, no greater gift than knowing you are loved.

(((Direction)))

Hope you make it through. Are you feeling any better? Hope so...

My structure...I lost my structure and cannot find it. I do very well with structure.

There are many other loses; however, this lack of stucture has lead to the rest...

Thanks Kerry
Thanks mlpHomes, meander, Pat, Fuzzy, all who have responded.

I need to figure out what to do with the next 8-9 hours. I've some ideas, but they are really not healthy.

((((((hugs))))
Can you try to dive into a book? or something familiar and comforting? for me it's making coffee, or doing laundry or cleaning... it used to be walking, or going to a movie...

just anything that will break the "spell"...

sending you kindness....freewill

(((((((Direction)))))))) I'm sorry to hear that.