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Dec 05, 2015, 03:46 PM
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I know nothing
I want nothing I enjoy nothing I have made nothing with my life Except for family of origin (which i love and hate at the same time) i have nothing I am nothing What i think is confused What i feel is confused What i do and say are confused I had a plan. Failed. New plan. On track. But this is all in my head. I cant express this I cant make people understand me I cant understand myself either. I just feel so alone. In this mess with no way out and living each and everyday is just too HARD. I'm just so sick of it all. Of life, of me. And nothing helped or helps... Last edited by sinking; Dec 05, 2015 at 04:02 PM. |
 Anonymous37914, Clara22, Fuzzybear, Onward2wards
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Dec 05, 2015, 04:44 PM
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((((((((( sinking )))))))))
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Dec 05, 2015, 05:52 PM
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(((((Sinking)))))
I'm sorry you are feeling so badly. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
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Dec 05, 2015, 06:48 PM
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Take this new plan, put it down on paper - make it tangible. Perhaps then you can break it down and understand and explain where it is going to take you.
Do not get disheartened, many cannot face making a plan in the first place, you are ahead of the game. Post here for encouragement and support. The possibilities of other aspects of your life being improved by the implementation of your plan are high. Dave.
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You and I are yesterday's answers, The earth of the past come to flesh, Eroded by Time's rivers, To the shapes we now possess. The Sage. Emerson, Lake and Palmer. |
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Dec 06, 2015, 05:18 AM
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i feel nothing to at times but life goes on
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Dec 06, 2015, 07:01 AM
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The plan is a sui plan...
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Dec 06, 2015, 10:36 AM
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Hi Sinking,
Could you go to a safe place or call somebody to help you to drop the plan?
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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Dec 06, 2015, 11:23 AM
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Thanks. Im inpatient now. But it isnt helping at all except keeping me safe for as long as i stay here...
I feel like crying all the time... But i never do or say anything about it... I cant, just cant... Dont even have words to express myself... |
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Dec 06, 2015, 11:35 AM
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Maybe if you do find words (I know it can be very hard) it could be the start of healing. (inpatient isn't an option for me
 my choice - so .,,)  if you find one doctor (or nurse?) you can talk to a bit, it could be a start. But then the good ones tend to "move on" and don't let us know . (disappearing doctors)Quote:
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Dec 06, 2015, 11:36 AM
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I know what you mean.
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Dec 06, 2015, 11:45 AM
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Yes, they always disappear. How can i trust anyone?
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Dec 06, 2015, 11:51 AM
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Dec 06, 2015, 03:05 PM
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You are a beautiful writer. I hope you know that about yourself. I hope it helps you to share and to know that you are not alone in this. You have friends here. Thank you so much for writing exactly what I feel too.
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#14
Dec 06, 2015, 06:58 PM
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I have been there as an inpatient and as an emergency outpatient, rushed into Therapy in 2012. I have Anxiety brought on by strangers and it was drilled into me as a child never to show weakness, never to share feelings or emotions. Yet, I learned to break through that destructive conditioning and open up. It took time, there were problems later, but in that moment it saved my life. Dave.
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You and I are yesterday's answers, The earth of the past come to flesh, Eroded by Time's rivers, To the shapes we now possess. The Sage. Emerson, Lake and Palmer. |
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Dec 07, 2015, 03:45 PM
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I talk but then i'm not me. Fake. What am i doing here????
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