[guiltier65]

I'm doing fairly well at the moment. I am having trouble getting my medication, darned insurance company, but i'm taking my meds, staying sober, and staying functional and focused. But I'm so bored with life..... is this all there is? I'm trying to find joy in the little things, but that takes so much effort. I'm tired already and I've only been back in my work groove for a couple of weeks since Christmas. I go to work, then go home and cook dinner and hibernate. I don't want to go out, or see people, I just want to vegetate at home. I'm just tired of the dull routine. I'm trying not to do my binge shopping. or my binge drinking... so far so good. I guess this is a good time to work on my issues, while I'm in this place of relative safety. I need a trip to somewhere sunny and warm.
sorry for all the whining. just needed to vent.

[catnip123]

Can you find somewhere to volunteer? this might give you something to do one evening a week or on the weekend. i started volunteering at a cat shelter one evening per week and it helps give me something to look forward to.

[Fuzzybear]

[Fizzyo]

Well done! You haven't given up, that keeps the door open for possible change. I really wish for you to see some hope and relief soon.