[Evaluna]

I've had a terrible couple of days. My mind feels so foggy and confused and my communication levels have been non existent. I hate this. Why can I not be happy? A lot of people would give their left arm to have my life. I have a beautiful healthy daughter, a job, a small but nice house, food in my fridge, a little bit of money in the bank. But I can't enjoy any of it. I desperately want to, but I can't.

I sit here thinking that I just want someone to talk to, to explain how I feel so maybe once I've said it out loud it might help. But everyone I know is going through their own stuff and I don't want to burden someone else with my problems. Then on the other hand, I feel like if I start talking I'll end up laughing or making it seem nowhere near as bad as it is which defeats the object of speaking to someone.

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[TishaBuv]

This is a good place to talk.

Reading other posts may help too.

[Fizzyo]

I agree, you can talk here. If you want to talk out loud, have you tried phoning a helpline, you can find numbers in the thread at the top of the page. I have found uk Samaritans very ey don't judge and want to be there for you.

[Fuzzybear]

(((hugs))) You are never a bother to express yourself here... tc and blessings

[Skeezyks]

Yes, I often wish there was someone I could talk to. But there is no one. I also don't want to burden anyone. But also there's no one who would understand what I was saying. And, in the past, whenever I have tried, I have just ended up feeling foolish.

[hopeless2015]

Hugs, I ask myself all the time why can't I just be happy... Sigh

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