[guiltier65]

There has been too much loss in my life lately and the fear of more loss is becoming crippling. I am bailing on a bible study group that I lead, because I just can't deal with people right now. it just hurts too much. I know that i shouldn't drink, but I am fighting the urge to stop at the liquor store on the way home. I just want to escape all of this pain for a while. I can't process it all....

[Rohag]

A while back you posted:

Originally Posted by guiltier65

I feel so numb and overwhelmed and like i'm just here to meet everyone else's needs.

You've been fighting so many battles at once, and that inside a perpetual cloud of guilt. Withdrawing from the study group sounds wise and reasonable.

[guiltier65]

Thanks Rohag,
There is just too much sorrow going right now. How do other people cope with all of this pain. I am 50 years old, why do I still feel like a lost teenager? I just want to sleep....

[Fuzzybear]