[JohnCrow]

Well, there went two more jobs

I don't know what I am doing wrong - I switch up styles, I try friendly and am told I seem flighty, I try more serious and am told I seem too stolid

If I could figure the rules I would be okay

When I refer to demons, refer to the dark thoughts that plague me, that tell me to completely give up, surrender, to let the black dogs, already harrying my heels, to drag me down and rend me in pieces

If it was not for the tiniest sliver left of hope, the little naive part of me that says "You've helped others, you stood up and pitched in, they will reciprocate...soon", I would have no worries, no fear, no depression

Every night I go to sleep thinking "maybe I will get lucky. Maybe I will either die in my sleep or get a call and someone will say "Can you start tomorrow?""

And every morning I wake with "******mit..."

[Marla500]

You will get that call. It seems like forever but once it comes all this will melt away.

[Pierro]

Be yourself JohnCrow, people see through the personalities that you they would like to see in you. You are a good person,and I know the right job will come along for you soon.

[dexter]

Good luck JohnCrow. You are aware that the demons and dark voices are not you, they are artifacts of depression. Hoping for some good to come to you soon and bring out your light again.

[basicgoodness]

Rejection comes with the job-hunting territory. Why not celebrate them? Give yourself credit for getting out there. It's more than I'm doing. I don't even know where to start. May you find the right job soon.

[elevatedsoul]

those demons are just jealous and angry that we try so much
rub it in them faces

im sorry about the jobs, maybe you will get a new job where you can be yourself this time, we shouldnt have to change for other people



lets go kick some demon booty!

[Fuzzybear]