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Apr 27, 2016, 10:56 AM
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I dont feel like doing anything. nothing whatsoever.
wasting my life, disappointing everyone, but i dont care. i dont care |
 Anonymous37954, elevatedsoul, Fuzzybear, mulan, Ollie367
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Apr 27, 2016, 11:25 AM
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part of me does this, but its the stuff inside us, all we want is to be happy and have normal life, all we can do is strive for this achievement, i know it hurts, but somehow they say things can get better, you just have to not believe the ones that say its not true
let us gain strength from the power of the cosmos, how worlds come to be and life into existence we must believe that anything is possible - how our minds can be so powerful as to create such emotions and hold such memories and learn such knowledge - we are explorers of pain, of the underworld and that which some fear! 
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Apr 27, 2016, 02:14 PM
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so easy to escape into nothingness with sleep. I haven't had the energy/will to do much of anything for weeks. I am sorry that you are in this place.
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Apr 27, 2016, 02:28 PM
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Apr 28, 2016, 08:32 AM
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How can you go on living like this? i dont wanna do anything. everything is collapsing around me.
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Apr 28, 2016, 10:54 AM
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it isn't easy. I just try to challenge myself to do one thing I haven't been doing. Last night I cooked dinner for the first time all week.. ... I haven't done the dishes yet... but that's my next effort.
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Apr 28, 2016, 02:17 PM
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Probably i dont want to get out of this. living in a limbo is easier...
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Apr 28, 2016, 04:23 PM
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I understand and sympathize about the apathy! I'm pretty much in the same place. As I tell my therapist, I don't want to live and don't want to die" - stuck in limbo.
I don't claim to have any solutions, but I do try to motivate myself to do something every day - no matter how trivial it might be. Today I walked down to town and got a haircut. My stylist who I've been going to for over 10 years has no clue I'm in such a rut - as I can "fake it" pretty well most of the time. I also find that reading a book or watching a movie helps distract my mind from all the negative thinking that goes on. Do you have anything that interests you, even if only a little? Hang in there!! |
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Apr 28, 2016, 08:25 PM
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i dont know how i do it
all i can say is that there must be a way i am stuck in a moment.. while time stands still the world spins freely, against my will.. what i see cannot be the things of dark and empathy my mind runs rampant with these things, damnit but i move through the time in glue making sure my survival is too the end comes near steer away as i send my soul to another world where i can rest and unfurl the pains i gained scars that stained my soul being untamed the hate i feel for myself is the love that i desire.. the love i have for myself is what hate inspired... strength is among the battle torn, onward we march... my soul has sworn i love you, when you cant love anymore let us go together... evermore 
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May 05, 2016, 10:25 AM
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still here doing nothing...
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May 05, 2016, 10:29 AM
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It's just so hard to see any value or meaning to life when I'm feeling like this!
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May 05, 2016, 10:30 AM
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May 05, 2016, 10:34 AM
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I am thankful that this forum exists! And that you and so many others are willing to share your feelings and offer support to others.
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#14
May 05, 2016, 02:26 PM
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I have days like this. I just don't care about my life, my job m, or anyone else around me. I just want to take some opiates and sit in the sun and enjoy the euphoria. If only they weren't so addictive. It becomes difficult when you have responsibilities. Bills to pay, dogs to feed, a spouse who relies on you and would be devastated if I did something rash like kill myself or run away from the relationship. Or equally frustrated if I just checked out of like and make him the sole bread-winner. It's why I keep going. I just don't want to hurt the ones around me because they've done nothing to deserve this.
It's easier when you have nothing tying you down. If you drop off the face of the earth, no one else will care. |
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May 05, 2016, 02:59 PM
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