[scar12346]

I am Completely fine.
hAVE I been losing my mind?
Yep, pretty much.

But I am fine, and so is everyone else.
And everything will be so amazing and fine that no one will be sad anymore.
And the world will Be Fine.

**** will get together.

Am I on the bridge of having a complete meltdown along side with a psychotic episode, massive panic attack to the point of hardly breathing and a huge anxiety attack? I am fine And so is you, even if you are not, you are fine
*my psychologist's words: You are fine, don't worry*

[Demunie]

Hi scar,

It doesn't sound like you're fine to me.
Could she have meant anything else? (Like: You're going to be fine, you're fine as a person,...?
Does she know how you're feeling?

I always tell myself that i'm perfectly fine, even if, objectively, i'm not. It's not anything one should get used to.

Take care

[scar12346]

Originally Posted by Demunie

Hi scar,

It doesn't sound like you're fine to me.
Could she have meant anything else? (Like: You're going to be fine, you're fine as a person,...?
Does she know how you're feeling?

I always tell myself that i'm perfectly fine, even if, objectively, i'm not. It's not anything one should get used to.

Take care

I told her about the hallucinations, about the voices, the suicidal thoughts, the vision, the thoughts.. all she said was "you are smart, I know you know that they are not real. You are completely fine."
Therefore as she said I am fine. Whatever fine means.

[Fuzzybear]

[seesaw]

Fire her. She sounds unsympathetic.

[scar12346]

Originally Posted by seesaw

Fire her. She sounds unsympathetic.

I'm under 18, therefore she is the only one in my city that can "help me". Other kid's psychologists require a minimum of 100 euros to work. The other choice is going to a psych ward so that they can work with me. The only kid's psych ward is in the capital, which is too far away, it costs way more and I would need to stay there for a while.

[Demunie]

How old are you, if i may ask? Could you try seeing a psychologist for adults?

Look, I know what it feels like. I have hallucinations too, mostly auditory ones. If she is making it worse, it's best for you to leave her. But, if she is your only option, I dunno. Look, we have got your back here.

[scar12346]

Originally Posted by Demunie

How old are you, if i may ask? Could you try seeing a psychologist for adults?

I am 8 days away to being 16.

[sunbeem]

Here for you. I hope you get someone else to talk too. You know in your heart that you are not fine. alfacristofori right we have your back here keep on posting.

[scar12346]

Originally Posted by alfacristofori

Look, I know what it feels like. I have hallucinations too, mostly auditory ones. If she is making it worse, it's best for you to leave her. But, if she is your only option, I dunno. Look, we have got your back here.

I got diagnosed with Bipolar, not by her but by the psychiatrist. She said that I have an Identity Disorder, which is true but is not the problem.
To be honest she just watched me have a complete meltdown and continued talking about how it's all in my head. I know it's in my head, it's just horrible. Or at least today is one of the days where I am having a depressive episode and not a psychotic one because other wise I would've gotten sent to a hospital for sure. I am obligated to go to her so I can continue my treatment with the psychiatrist. I will just ignore her.. just let her blab on, she talks more than me..

[elevatedsoul]

they did the same thing to me.. and when i tried to tell them the medicines weren't really making things better they ignored me and said of course the medicine is making me better.. that i was doing good and was able to function in society as a normie..
despite my effort to try to explain things... atleast i think i tried to explain things, i cant remember.. i dunno why this happens

im sorry that its so hard..
but i guess they can't see inside of us so we just have to keep trying..
maybe they are just people too and have "off" days where THEY cant function properly as a doctor...

[scar12346]

Originally Posted by elevatedsoul

they did the same thing to me.. and when i tried to tell them the medicines weren't really making things better they ignored me and said of course the medicine is making me better.. that i was doing good and was able to function in society as a normie..
despite my effort to try to explain things... atleast i think i tried to explain things, i cant remember.. i dunno why this happens

im sorry that its so hard..
but i guess they can't see inside of us so we just have to keep trying..
maybe they are just people too and have "off" days where THEY cant function properly as a doctor...

I will see what the medication will do for me, hopefully it will help.