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Jun 28, 2016 at 01:09 PM
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Save me from all the difficulty and the pain
 Castle walls just lead me to despair (Mangled and stolen, my apologies )I feel like I've tried everything.... I do not think I'll find peace on this planet I was talking to papa bear tonight, he has changed his mind about something, he also has perceived that I will not find peace on this planet... I'm allergic to psych meds, even seroquel ... My GP does not recommend talk therapy (And as a former t so kindly ? Said...... Some people are beyond help"  No I do not accept his ******** and prejudice but I'm old and tired ... Yes I did knock off a couple of years and then some. Mea culpa I realise how that I could not "cope" with being the age the mother was when...... So I lied, to myself and to one or two people. Bad bad bear,,permanently stained BAD But none of this matters... Next time I talk to the GP I'm going to try to be "honest" U was trained since the age of THREE to pretend everything is ok Mea culpa I apologise for this post, I wish I could give others hope from a personal perspective I understand, I think, why a friend from this forum became anonymous.. In not going to do that.. But I do not want my next birthday
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Jun 28, 2016 at 01:16 PM
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Jun 28, 2016 at 01:22 PM
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Thanks Skeezyks
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Jun 28, 2016 at 02:46 PM
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All we can do is take one day at a time and try to make the most of it.
I have trouble doing this as I am always worrying about the future. I don't want to see another birthday either. ❤️ Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
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Jun 28, 2016 at 02:53 PM
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I know I know one day at a time.. My mantra
I sometimes have difficulty with this too....   Ps actually I've changed my mind, I do want to see my next birthday. **** all the abusers IRL who wanted me dead years ago (This is not about anyone on PC) __________________
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Jun 28, 2016 at 04:21 PM
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Wtf I don't know why I even said all this..
Nobody is perfect, not even me I have no reason to be depressed, I'm "just" ... That's ********.... I have plenty of reasons including severe abuse in childhood but wtf Be quiet fuzzy paws
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Jun 29, 2016 at 12:50 AM
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Jun 29, 2016 at 05:14 AM
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Jun 29, 2016 at 07:27 AM
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__________________ Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel Last edited by Clara22; Jun 29, 2016 at 08:25 AM.. |
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