Feeling Hopeless and worried things won't change.

Hey all! I hope everyone is doing alright.

I'm really just feeling very sad and hopeless tonight. I've been in a rut for the past week and I hate it, but at the same time it feels familiar to me. Happiness doesn't feel right to me. The few times I'm happy, I feel uncomfortable because I wonder how long it's going to last.

I just feel like nothing will ever change, and rationally I know that's not true. But I'm genuinely worried that nothing will ever change. That I'll never find love and never be happy and never be emotionally fulfilled and that my mom will never find a job that will make her feel happy and secure.

I feel hopeless and I'm very sad and I've been crying more than usual. I've also been feeling a lot more tired than usual. It's hard for me to get out of bed and, when I AM outside, I get easily overstimulated. Everything is too loud, there are too many people, it's too hot/too cold, it's too bright. I don't know. I'm actually going to the doctor to get a checkup because I feel that off.

Therapy helps, but when I come home I feel depressed and alone again.

There wasn't really a point to this post. I'm just not in a good headspace.

Thanks for taking the time to read this. I appreciate it.

Hello starryprince: The Skeezyks sends his best wishes with the hope that you will begin feeling better soon.

Hugs we understand how your feeling...know your not alone...keep posting if it helps

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I'm currently on the same boat as you! I have no joy,drive and nothing seems to get me out of this feeling. Having just lost my boyfriend due to my self hate and unwillingness to change my outlook on life. I am alone and miserable. Things seem to be getting worse. Glad you are going to the doctor as I am also on Thursday. I need a med. Change or something, I can't handle this sadness

It's hard when you come back from therapy, or whatever, and return to the same old stuff. It can make it really depressing, I know. Hugs

Thanks a lot Skeezyks! I really appreciate the wishes!



Thanks a lot! I always feel like I'm whining or being a bother when I post, so this validation was nice to hear!! -hugs-

I hope your visit to the doctor was okay! I really hope you feel better soon. Definitely post on this forum. The people are very nice, and you can see. =)

Very hard! I don't have too many friends either. The one friend who I hang out with a lot is moving and, while I am so happy for her, I will miss her dearly. It's pretty tough, when it feels like things won't change.