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Aug 09, 2016, 11:46 AM
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I'm so tired of putting on a brave face to the world.. I feel sick and twisted in my stomach and my brain that makes me feel like vomiting. The anger in my body all the time is awful, I don't know how to release that energy so it just lingers and makes me want to scream and cry.
I have kids so I can't ever show how I feel.. I just have to get on with my day, changing diapers, calmly talking a 2 year old out of tantrums.. I'm so tired of acting like I'm fine I just want to end everything and run away  I feel so sick today Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Aug 09, 2016, 12:11 PM
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Hello Jadenmia1: The Skeezyks' situation is completely different from yours. However, I do understand the anger & the need to put on a happy face.
 I've been doing this, sometimes successfully... sometimes not... for decades. It feels terrible & it is exhausting.  I send warm hugs with the hope that, in some way, you will be able to find deep peace within...  
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Aug 09, 2016, 12:36 PM
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Hugs to you
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Aug 09, 2016, 01:16 PM
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Aug 09, 2016, 01:20 PM
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Thanks guys. I'm losing it today.. My stomach is in knots
Ativan didn't even take the edge off at all I'm struggling to pull myself together! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Aug 09, 2016, 02:04 PM
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I know how you feel. I'm so tired of pretending I'm fine. I just want to crawl into bed and forget the world exists. I want to break down. I'm so tired of holding it together. I understand your anger. I'm so angry at having to deal with this disease. I'm trying to remember all the people who care about me and love me. I'm trying to focus not on everything I have to today, but just on the next thing to do. Don't give up.
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