Hey guys,
I've not posted for awhile because everything has been going well. My medicine is really helping me and I can't complain about that, but **** hit the fan recently. A lot of change is happening in my life and not on my terms, and it scares me so much.

I recently was "let go" from my current job ( I'm a teacher). While I have options I hate to think of starting over, it upsets me to know I'm back at square one. I struggled so hard to get to where I am and dammit this is my reward? I feel so isolated and alone, I don't know what I'm going to do next, but I don't want to think about not having a job, not having money, not being able to pay for my medication. It's all a big mess.

I sincerely do not have a support system by any means, only my therapist. I am handling things well in his eyes, but I just don't think I am able to make such big decision right now. I just want to curl up in a ball and make it all go away.

I'm sorry to hear about this. I have worked at my job for 11 years and there were many times that it was a threat to lose my job. If I were to lose my job, I would be so lost! I don't have any suggestions. Maybe a better position will come up for you soon, I hope.

[Fizzyo]

Sorry Brentus

[Sunflower123]

I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. I know you must be anxious about losing your job but it might be a blessing in disguise in that something better might come along. I'm here if you need to talk