[MtnTime2896]

If there's really a god, or anything out there, for that matter; I have a question. Why the **** am I still alive?

[GennyM]

I understand that sentiment, I've felt it myself many times. Things can change, however, in ways you can't imagine. My life is pretty good right now, not perfect, but a hell of a lot better than I ever expected. Hang in there

Originally Posted by Só leigheas

If there's really a god, or anything out there, for that matter; I have a question. Why the **** am I still alive?

because it's not your time to go.

(((((hugs)))))

Possible trigger:

i often wonder if their was a god, why did he make me fail all my attempts at suicide (2 coming really close). surely he knows this isn't a game, it's not a laugh, i really want to die

perhaps he knows that he has something in store for me in the future, but come on, you'd think if that was the case he'd show me at least a little tiny sign in the last 12 years (in sted things get worse)

[Fizzyo]

[Fuzzybear]